Storm Says Hello

The big brother sent me a picture last evening ...



Heehee, and its my ah boy, i miss him soo soo soo much! I wish he's here to keep me entertained during my study breaks!


Speaking about studies, i have 2 back to back papers the day after :( But lucky thing i have long breaks, have significant time to study, however, the more time u have, the more you will tend to procastinate -___-


Hmm, hopefully everything turn out not too bad ! Just can;t wait to get all the papers done. So i can adjust back my sleeping times. I am currently living an abnormal lifestyle, sleeping at almost 6 am everyday and wake up at 2 pm.. Simply because i feel i can concentrate better in the midnight, so yeah.. Face is breaking out too huhuhu ...


As for now, as i am done for today, i am gonna sleep earlier.. It almost 4 am now. Gotta head to the library for study meet ups and to Clayton tomorrow to seek for Dorj's help in Trust Game before the paper the next day..


Till then, laters! :)

Not Sleepy

Its currently 4.15 am Melbourne time, don;t know why i don't feel as sleepy as always tonight. Did abit of studying just now, but don;t have the motivation any longer now. Maybe its getting late, can;'t concentrate anymore, there's always lots and lots of reasons to procastinate. hahaha!


I went to the library this afternoon, it was a productive session because I learnt something, gained knowledge lol! Being an economics student, when u finally understand a theory, or an equation, graph etc, you feel relieved ! Simply because you won;t have a problem solving the question during exams anymore. This is why i loove my economics major more than marketing, marketing consists of too much theories that you have to instill in your brain prior to sitting for exam. And many many times after exam, the different types of theories you memorized before will also be forgotten, in my case at least, haha , unless i take the trouble to refer back, then i can recall :D


And yes, applying a little bit of my marketing knowledge, if we apply the conative model whereby an advertising strategy is done repeatedly and regularly, it is more likely to trigger people's behaviour in purchasing ... With relation to our studies, studying constantly will generate better results yeah, not to say study last minute deserve a failure, it can also generate an immediate result, however materials studied would probably easier to be forgotten after. But but but, too bad i am the latter :P


I don;t even know what i mentioned above make sense lol, anyway i'm glad for having great uni mates from all over the world. Like today, Dorj came from work to teach me Game Theory in Managerial Economics because i missed the lecture and became a noob after that. He taught me Trade Finance one day before exam and i scored a HD .. lol .. Therefore, i am depending on him this time as well , with the same aim :D *Thanks mate!*


On another note, it feels terrible when a friend PREDICTS your future when he doesn't even really know what is really going on with your life. His words were pretty harsh, not that i give a damn about what he said. But seriously, why does he have to underestimate people like this, and why can;t he be happy for his friend? Its the fact that we were friends and thats probably the reason why the things he said still affected me a little. Gosh.... What more i did not intentionally did anything to him before. URGHH! Maybe i unconcsciously offended him -______-
Oh well, ...


Let me share another quote that i googled with you fellow readers:


"The best thing to give to your enemy is forgiveness; to an opponent, tolerance; to a friend, your heart; to yourself, respect..."


If people are going to judge and hate us for no apparent reason, since they see as an enemy, all we can do is to forgive them and if they always want to be competitive because they see us as a threat, all we can do is to tolerate them. We are doing all these because we still see them as a friend no matter what happens, and we respect our decision :)

There are ups and downs in life, its either you take up the challenge and learn to become a stronger person, or you hide away from problems and remain as the weak person, always a step behind others.

Fair enough?

Another Year Older, Another Year Wiser

I am officially another year older. Its scary u know, like how a year passes so fast.. In no time, i will be 25 years old omg, thats really old! :(


I always place birthdays important, when i was younger, i love birthdays because thats the time when i can demand for an expensive gift from my parents, you know, its your big day, parents will definitely buy you what you want to make you a happy kid. As i grow older, of course i still loove receiving presents, but thats not the whole point of celebrating a birthday anymore. A birthday is like a special ocassion where i want to spend it with the most important people in my life. They are special to me, and so having them by my side on my birthday is the sweetest thing ever...


This year's birthday seemed a bit incomplete though. I didn't go out and celebrate at all, neither did I stayed home to study and be productive. Because its birthday, i can't afford to spend it with the books. Basically just stayed home to catch some dramas, get more sleep since i haven't been sleeping good, and good thing mummy is here to prepare special meals for me, since its my big day .. Family love is bliss :)


Honestly, i dont feel good. I know i shouldn;t be expecting much, but still, disappointment kills, feelings are hard to control, i may be acting unreasonable, but this is not what i want to feel either. As much as i don;t want to admit, something is missing... :(


Put away the unhappy thoughts and feelings, at least my Melbourne family made an effort to celebrate my birthday for me despite they are in the mids of exams. I feel contented for having them as part of my life, love is always all around, filled with laughter when i'm with them :)



Guess where were we? haha! The only unit with the orange colour door ! lol

Togetherness Kathryn and Harris ... Heart them to bits <3

Loove this picture, i call them Melbourne family. And i forced Harris to hold the candle so we can all pose with the candles together! lol

Gonna cut the cake, Green Tea Gateau from Crown Bakery, bought by Harris :D

While blowing the candles. He purposely bought 22 candles for me -_- We were soo afraid the smoke alarm will strike upon blowing the candles, lol !

Once again, you guys rock, thank you for "sayang-ing" me so much. I really really appreciate it :)

Argh, still can't help but feeling horrible, not too appropriate for me to release here though... Anyways, gonna go grab some sleep now. 1 paper down, i have 3 more to go.. Aza Aza Fighting!

Have a great weekend everyone ;)

Nothing Much

Just thought of blogging out of a sudden, and besides haven;t been updating for a while, so i am here :)


And 13 weeks of third year 1st semester passed just in a blink of an eye, will be sitting for my first paper on coming Thursday.. I am still working on my studies, progression ain;t that good so far. I attempted to wake up early this morning to study, the alarm rang, i woke up, grab some lecture notes, lied on bed, tried to fill different theories into my brain, it did worked for a while, but i went back to bed eventually after finishing the last page of that particular week's lecture notes. T______T
*Someone has infected me with his sleeping disease. lol lol lol*


I woke up 1 hour plus later, and mummy was already preparing brunch. Oh, if you don;t already know, yes mummy is here in Melbourne again, we persuaded her to come over as i am too lazy to cook during this period of time, and if i don't, the already lack of nutrition sister will be even more inferior. No proper food = getting skinnier, no motivation to study. haha. So mummy gave in and came over despite there were a couple of objections raised by the males at home, who cares! lol. Daughters get more love and attention ;)


So we had french toast for brunch this afternoon and another wonderful dinner with 3 dishes and rice. We haven;t had proper home cooked meal for ages. We had one yesterday though, invited the Melbourne family members over too, everyone should know who are they by now ^^ , and a gossip session after, a fairly good reason for me to procastinate in studies :P


On another note, i think i should sign out now. So to get some proper sleep and wake up earlier tomorrow and continue with studies, Marketing Communication paper on the 11th of June. argh! First paper.. raar.



hehe, crazy SS picture of me during my birthday celebration .. i loove good candid shots. haha ;D




Good Luck to those who are sitting for exams!


Oh! and i am currently addicted to Lady GaGa's "Paparazzi" ,its on repeat in i-tunes. lol .. Totally random..




TOOOOOODLES!

Complete :D

If i were to use a word to describe my life for the past few months or even just recently, i would use "dramatic". Lol. It seems many many things happened despite nothing really happened in the very first place. Maybe its due to rumours that were spread around :P
*Rumours are always untrue okay*


Sometimes, people choose to keep their feelings to themselves instead of spilling it all out and having to save the situation later. Therefore, I choose to remain silent many many times.


"Silent is deep as eternity; speech, shallow as time.."


However, if the timing is right, speak up though, grab the opportunity before it is gone.. There are hardly take 2s' or 3's or more in life, life is too short to keep waiting :)


I took a short break to think over everything... Was in a deep dilemma, but everything is finally solved now. I know what i want. Applying my sister's favourite quote:


"Don;t cry because its over, smile because it happened..."


Hence, i don't mind words left unsaid, I am smiling because they are part of my memory now :)




On another note, I was pampered last Saturday early morning, ... Was brought to Sandringham Beach to watch the sunrise. It was around 20-30 mins drive from Caulfield. heeee :D



Hmm despite our direction to watch the perfect sunrise was wrong, but i guess its the company that matters, and also the beautiful sky that allowed me to capture great scenery pictures .. heh :) It was 7 am Melbourne time !


Yi Ling can never be NOT inside pictures :P

I'm a lucky girl after all... *loves*