Because We Only Live Once

Yes, indeed. Because we only live once, we should live life to the fullest. Do something we really want to do, without having to fear that what we are doing will be accepted or not. In the end, we are living our own life, its not the others that are living ours. I talked to someone lovely(she studies psychology!lol) recently, and she told me, if people really understand you so well, why not ask them to live your life for you? I believe you know what you are doing, you are just going out to have some fun, to chill and to relax yourself. As long as you know your boundaries, you know what you're doing is wise, you don't have to care about what others have to say.


She shared this beautiful analogy with me a while ago,


"A diamond is only beautiful when you know how to appreciate it, and every diamond is different" ..


I am glad i can use this analogy to apply in my attitude towards people simply because i will still appreciate and accept someone despite he/she is not ideal, everyone is different anyway, how much can we change them to fulfill our own desire?


Gosh, i don't know why but i have so much to express in my blog lately, some are just random thoughts that i've came across, just thought of sharing with everyone what i learnt :)



I love eating, i admit it, especially chocolates and desserts, yum, seriously.. And i will definitely not refrain myself from eating something i really love. However, i see a lot of my friends refrained themselves from eating because they are sooo weight conscious. lol.. I understand though, looking great may be an asset of ours, packaging is important in marketing. hahaha! But i can;t be bothered! Life is too short, we should continue doing something we really want to do before its too late! :D




Time to sleep, to dream, wonder if i will be getting my managerial economics mid term paper back tomorrow, if yes, omg how did i do, his effort was paid off or wasted! haha.


Good Night!

Over and Over, Again and Again

Hey, its me signing in again :)


At times like this, where you have to stay up till late at night to rush assignments, no one is online anymore, your blog become a good companion apart from the snacks you munch and the tea you drink to relax a bit. Me to be exact.


Referring to my Marketing Communication assignment, i would say i am almost done, there's still 2 marketing tools to go under creative strategy, where i will put my focus on Events and Sales Promotion, already have a rough idea on what i will be doing, just have to type it out in words and format it in a nicer layout, add in some nice phrases , correct the grammar yada yada.. Would love to thank all my friends that contributed in feeding me with creative ideas though, love you all banyak :)


Thoughts have been running through my mind most of the time, its hard for me to concentrate in doing what i should be doing at times. I am tired, seriously .. too old for high school kiddy games, but not mature enough for adult mind games, maybe my way of thinking does not goes in line with the harsh reality yet, i need to improve myself, perhaps learning to be more alert with everything and everyone that approaches. Things may not be as easy and as direct as they seemed. People smile at you when they see you does not necessarily mean they like you. Whats with all these, why can't people be more direct and tell you what they want from you, instead of committing actions which carry indirect meaning and expect you to understand, and then give the correct respond, its so torturing. ...


Maybe i should meditate, in order to get my mind in peace -_-

Over and over again, i am wondering when i can finally put a full stop to this chapter of the story of my life..

Sunshine

Supposed there is this young lady that works in a firm under a lady boss that she always thought she's the best boss ever, because the lady boss was never being stingy, she willingly shared all her knowledge with this young lady, the lady boss was basically like a saviour to this young lady because the lady boss accepted her when she was jobless and taught her skills that will benefit this young lady in the working world. This motivates the young lady to work even harder to try to gain her lady boss's recognition. However, no matter how hard she works, how much effort she put in, and how much projects she managed to earn for the firm, the lady boss will never promote her to a higher position. She was frustrated and disappointed for never getting to find out the reason behind why she was never given the opportunity to prove herself further.


One fine day, she coincidentally met an owner of another company, he told her: "If you work for me, I will make sure you get to prove yourself, you will be recognised." As much as this young lady was tempted to quit the old job and go for the new job that is offered, a part of her is holding back because she did not want to betray the person that helped her out when she was at her worst state, if it wasn't for the lady boss's help and guidance, she will not be as capable as she is now. Of course, she was also curious to know why she wasn;t given the opportunity to be promoted. She confronted, but the answers she got just do not please her, her lady boss told her: "You just have to continue to work harder, the time will come..."


Being at this situation, the young lady is lost, she does not know what to do, should she quit the old job and take up the new job that is offered, or should she have strong determination by continuing in proving herself so one fine day she will finally gain recognition from her lady boss and celebrate victory after that?

Which option is sunshine really indicating then?

Ironic

If we were to forgive and forget the people that betrayed us, and yet they have to come back and stab us again and again, how many times more do you think you can bear with them and their childishness?


First time you betrayed i trusted you, second time you betrayed i gave you a chance, third time you betray, you walk out of my world of trust. Enough said.


On another note, despite all the disappointments, there are still good things that come unexpectedly in life that are worth our cherish. Someone that truly knows you will not gang up with the people that tried to bring you down... No they will not turn their back against you, but they might stab you at the front by telling you the truth, and stand by you after that.


Its the quality that matters, not the quantity anymore...




Dear you and you,

Thank you for believing in me, really.. :)



P/s: This entry has been in my drafts since Friday, but after editing and editing again, only i decided to post it up. lol.. It is a Sunday now :D

Wake Up

As much as you don;t want to hear, you feel your ego got busted or whatsoever, the elderly's lecture still turned out to be somewhat significant. It goes around your mind, kept you thinking and thinking... In the end, you realised all the not so nice to hear words said are true, thats the fact, they said it because they want you to improve yourself, they want to remind you that you are not doing the right thing, they are saying it for your own good.


Clearly, i understood it already, and i am going to correct the mistakes that i've made in the past, to avoid unecessary misunderstandings and misjudgments :D


On another note, I finally did something more productive today, less guilty :P ... I really should head to the library more often lol.



Dinner today is prepared by me, oh wells, it is always prepared by me anyways, but i made my sis capture a picture for me today hahahaha ... she said i have a fat face, oh noo! :(



Also sharing a picture of Tom Yum beehoon soup i cooked the other day.... ONZ!! :D




I'm off!

Good Friday

My mummy was excited to see what i wore to attend Flight Attendant's Night at Bond Lounge. lol! Hence, let the pictures do the talking ;)
*It is cool when you have a mummy that is very open minded and shares every story of your life with you :D*

This is what i wore, super cover up! lol

Because a lot of people were in Seven, we changed clubbing venue instead later on :P

Met familiar faces :)

I never knew my Japanese class friend Ted is a clubber until i met him at the dance floor ! And thats Sing Yee beside ..

Overall it was more of a girls night yesterday...

Some random guys came over for photo shoots though , and we being camwhorers, dont mind at all :)

And i borrowed Jasmine's bunny ears to pose :P Seven was having Easter Event last night ...

Camwhoring in the toilet as usual.. haha !

Finally, a sexay pose with two tipsy young ladies :P

Gotta run, EU awaiting for me .. , i'm back to chasing after TVB series.. ! lol .. Till then!

xoxo.

Girl World

Hello, am typing this post while waiting for the water to boil so i can cook my indomie. lol.


I was looking at everyone's MSN status recently, maybe we're hitting the sad season, everyone's PM seemed down and unhappy. Its like everyone have their own problems to deal with. Nothing big has really happened but everything seemed to change overnight. Sometimes i don't even know what am i going through, but this is life, its always full of challenges and obstacles, we need to have the courage to overcome all of them. Happy times do not last, but they will be kept in mind as a memory. A quote that i've found lately and been using as my MSN status:
"Life is an artwork without an eraser..."


Fair enough, we cannot pretend what had happened never happened. Once a wound is formed, despite it will heal overtime, but scars will still remain.


Melbourne is not a very happy place for now, weather changes made my mood unstable ... But at least there's one thing that i really have to focus on and have to achieve it by end of the year, it is graduating from Uni. Thats a mission , and it must be accomplished. I don;t know who and what i will become in the near future but yeah, concentrating in the present moment is more important yeah?


On another note, my mum received the Birthday @ Mother's Day present from me and my sis today.. hehehe. It was a surprise and i guess she was rather surprised too .. Sometimes doing a little something for someone you care for and getting to see their happy response is a great thing.. Especially when you see your effort put in is highly appreciated ;)


Anyways, its Easter break and tonight's a Friday night, it is gonna be happening i guess? :P Heading out soon, i gotta get ready and run..


Till then!


My party girl that will never leave me .. hehehe. Lets have fun tonight ;D





Have a great weekend everyone!

Deceiving

Many many times, we judge things based on what we see, without knowing that at times what we see may not even be the truth. "I Believe In What I See" , some people said. I admit that at times i also act like the above mentioned, its human nature and we can;t help it yeah?

Then i came across this :

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart ...

Hence, it would be better we follow our instinct and trust ourselves at times. What your heart tells you may be more accurate instead of what you see with your eyes.


What about now?
Oh well, listen to your heart ;)

Dedicating the lyrics below to everyone that might have problems that you do not know how to solve, listen to your heart, and see what your heart tells you, follow your heart, you never know how the result may turn out to be :)


Listen To Your Heart

I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get an notion from the look in your eyes...yeah
You've Built a love but that love falls apart
Your little piece of heaven turns to dark

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you
Listen to your heart
There's nothing else you can do
I don't know where your going, and i dont know why
But listen to your heart before
You tell him goodbye

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
The precious moments are all lost in the tide..yeah
They're swept away and nothing is what it seems
The feeling of belonging .. to your dreams

Listen to your heart when hes calling for you
Listen to your heart
Theres nothing else you can do

I dont know where your going, and i dont know why
But listen to your heart before
You tell him goodbye

And there are voices, that want to be heard
So much to mention but you cant find the words
The scent of magic the beauty thats been
When love was wilder..then the wind

Listen to your heart when hes calling for you
Listen to your heart
Theres nothing else you can do
I dont know where your going, and i dont know why
But listen to your heart before
you tell him goodbye

Listen to your heart
I dont know where your going and i dont know why
But listen to your heart before
you tell him goodbye

The lyrics may seemed abit too lovey dovey, or for relationship matters, but thats not my point! hahaha. Love meant so much more than just boy/girl relationship !




I felt that i am slowly growing up, and proud of myself..... :D

Moving On

Sorry guys, if you have no access to my blog few days back. I closed it down because i was going through emotional downturn and everything i rant in my blog probably does not make sense at all.


After cooling down and thinking carefully, i know i still want to be who i am, it is not easy to transform into someone that is not you. People are going to love you for who you are anyways, don't really have to try to be someone that you are not to please everyone. However, i believe drastic changes in a person may occur after going through many many difficult and painful stages in life. Oh well, this is life, i cannot expect it to be running smooth all the time. Everything happens for a reason, be it good or bad, it is somewhat a lesson for us to grow, indicating that we are a step closer to the real world, the reality. Sadly to say, reality bites. As long as it is not going to kill, it is going to make you stronger.


Sometimes, its better we keep our feelings to ourselves than to show it out. For instance, my parents never assure me that they love me, but deep down i still feel their love and i know they will be there for me regardless of what happens, and i can always turn to them whenever i need them. I am trying to achieve that level with the dear friends that i truly cared about. I may not be there anymore, not that i don;t want to, its just i couldn't, but that does not mean i do not care anymore. Perhaps everyone of us just need a short break to cool down, to think carefully what we really want. I will still be around if anyone of you need me ;)

The close Melbourne friends that i adore much, friendship is priceless ;)

On another note, i am not partying tonight. HAHA! Told Kat that i will be nerding at home and i am going to prove it. Strong determination yeah! :D

Heading out soon to get some important stuff done. Bye Bye!