A Girl Like Me

永远的知心朋友

2011-07-22T17:33:00.002+10:00

Haven't blogged for the longest time. I do not know why am I here today but just felt like I ought to jot down how I feel right now.

I have been in a dilemma for the past few days, there are so many things going on inside my mind that bothers my sleep. Have you ever encountered a situation where you want to undertake two options at the same time when you know you are only able to choose one? I reckon it is still too early for me to make a decision right now, and instead of thinking I should be utilizing my time doing something more meaningful. Yet I can't control myself :(

Ironically, whenever I'm having this "I need to talk to someone" syndrome, the same person will approach me and provide me with the most useful advice ever! Perhaps this is a consolation gift from god. Being bestowed with a solely platonic friend like him whereby I don't have to trade anything in return for his care, I actually felt a little lucky! You will always be one of my greatest buddy that I'll never forget no matter where we both go :)

On the other hand, despite one problem being solved, I still have another, something more personal. There so many things that we say we want and will accomplish them. However, it is always easier said than done. Sometimes I do question my own capability, as much as I want to be perceived as an accountable, capable and responsible person, but when a difficulty really arise, would I be able to handle it? Gosh. There are so many goals that I want to achieve in my life, why am I letting negative feelings holding me back?

IF YOU THINK YOU CAN DO IT, YOU CAN DO IT! DO NOT DOUBT YOURSELF OR YOU'LL NEVER SUCCEED BECAUSE YOU DON'T EVEN BELIEVE IN YOURSELF.

Very true indeed! Okay, bring it on. I will face all challenges with a tough spirit !!! Fighting Fighting Fighting!

Hello Again, Goodbye 2010 Soon

2010-12-08T03:25:00.002+11:00

Just out of a sudden, I have the urge to blog again, explanation of MIA is due to busy working life for the past 6 months.

Perhaps I should spend a little time and talk about my working experience. It was a bitter-sweet process of learning and more learning. First, adapting to the working life daily routine, sleep early and wake up early, rather easy to get used because after a long day of work, all you want to do is jump onto the bed and zZz, wished night time would last longer!

Second, maintaining a good relationship with the upper management, and as well as colleagues. I have a kind manager that is very understanding, therefore less emotions involved at work. However, still felt a little communication barrier there, it seemed abit tough for me to blend into their conversations involving work politics. HAHA. On the other hand, very fortunately, I earned a group of caring colleagues that are now my good friends, we hang out, we chill, we laugh and we complain our workload together.

In addition, dealing with difficult clients is also rather challenging. When you have done your best completing a task for the client, but what you get in return are words that hurt you and bring your confidence down. When negative thoughts start to flood your mind, how would you deal with it? I was once really down and just felt like crying for sympathy, oh well crying won't make things better, hence I've learnt another way to deal with difficult people. Let them rant all they want, don't take things personally, ignore them if possible :p Of course, there's a reason they are unhappy, slowly analyse the reason behind, I learnt to be more alert and careful when completing my work, check it over and over again before sending over to the client for vetting. Miraculously, I received a rather warm message from her one day, and with regards to that, my grudge towards her disappeared too!

As for now, I am currently unemployed again, as I've chosen another life path that I reckon would be more suitable for myself. I followed my heart this time in making this decision, and am very very grateful to my parents for supporting my decision :)

Year 2010 is still an accomplishment I would say considering the fact that I've experienced a different lifestyle. I sincerely hope 2011 would be a better year, with dreams becoming more attainable .....

Cheers!

男人，其实你不懂！

2010-03-19T03:25:00.000+11:00

女人不吵了、不闹了、不叫了，就是真的不爱了

女人说要离开，是伤心了，是你让他失望了.

女人明知道你们之间没有未来，却情愿留在你身边做个普通朋友，不是她太贱，只是她舍不得 .

女人故意在你面前提到别的男人，不是她花心，只是想要刺激一下你，让你多在乎她一点 .

女人不主动打电话、发信息给你，不是不想你，是她不够自信，你接到电话、

短信时，是否也同样的想念她 .

如果女人不爱你，是不会对你发脾气的，不要报怨自己的女朋友脾气太怪，女人只对她爱的人发脾气.

女人不是不知道你还有别的女人，她选择独自伤心却不揭穿你，是害怕揭穿后给了你一个离开她的借口.

女人总是在你面前假装很开心，不是她没心没肺，成天傻乐，只是为了在你面前留下最美的样子.

男人其实你不懂

1 她总是问:你在哪呢?你现在在干吗? (她很想念你,只是想跟你说说话,你不给她发信息,她很矛盾,怕你在忙,但又忍不住想你.换了别人,爱干嘛干嘛,她不关心.所以请你一有时间就问候她一下,让她放心,让她知道你心里有她,她不会烦你.她总是主动联系你,她会觉得她贱.)

2 她说:我不开心了,我好烦. (不要怪她无理取闹,更不能觉得她在烦你,她不是真的不开心,她只是想你了.只是想要你会来安慰她一下,哪怕是:乖,别闹了,听话!)

3 她说:不要感冒了./路上小心./自己多注意…… (不要嫌她烦.因为她知道你不傻,甚至是很聪明的.她只想让你知道她心里有你,她很想关心你)

4 她总说自己又长胖了或者长得不够漂亮. (不要觉得她是在自卑或嫉妒别人,她只是怕自己在你眼中不够完美.她已经在为你改变了.)

5 她总说她想要帮你,要你有什么事一定要告诉她. (其实她知道她帮不了你什么,她只想让你知道你还有她,她永远在会你身边陪你,会一直的支持你,)

6 她看到你跟别的女生亲近一些就会生气,发小脾气. (别说她小气,不信任你,她其实是在吃醋,这表示她十分在乎你.即使心里难受也会自己安慰自己.)

7 无论做什么她总会征求你的意见. (不是她没主见,太过依赖你,她只是尊重你,凡事以你为先.)

8 不管在哪里她总是紧紧的和你站在一起. (她只是在告诉你她信任你.)

9 她爱忧伤,总是会多想. (不要觉得她是想太多,只是有时她会觉得缺乏安全感.)

10 她假装生气转身离开. (其实,她不是真的想走,只是离开的时候希望被挽留.)

11 她会突然冷淡你,或是向你撒娇. (别怪她孩子气,她只是想让你哄哄她.)

12 也许有一天她会跟你说分手. (其实,这个时候她已经喜欢你好久,只是不确定这份感情是不是对的.她只是要你的安全感,你的舍不得,你的不要走……）

Taiwan 2010

2010-02-07T02:43:00.008+11:00

My friends and I have been talking about Taiwan a lot, like how great is the food over there, how awesome is shopping over there, not only that, i was already exposed to Taiwan entertainment very long ago, I always keep up with Taiwan entertainment news and entertainment programmes, drama series yada yada until i went over to Melbourne to further my studies. Still it did not stopped me from liking a certain hot celebrities :p

I've always wanted to pay a visit to Taiwan but never had the chance! Finally, during one dinner outing, Cheryl suggested we go to Taiwan together, straight away i answered: "OKAY!!! YOU PLAN I GO!!!" Very very fortunately, Cheryl had this very great travel agency that organised everything for us, my dream to Taiwan finally happened! Of course, thank you Daddy for sponsoring, still unemployed you see hehe :p

So it was me, Cheryl, Yu Lyn and boyfriend Ken Wai that went together. Poor Ken Wai was the only thorn among the roses but he managed his girly role really well and fit in awesomely well into the group :D

Upon arriving Taipei airport, Fahrenheit are already welcoming us with open arms HAHAHA!

After the driver dropped us at our respective hotels, straight away after leaving our luggages in the room, off we walked to 西门町 Ximending，it is the main shopping and fashion district in Taipei itself. We randomly picked a restaurant and had our dinner, and then did a little shopping after. As it was getting late, shops were closing down, we didnt get to shop anymore, so we settled for some local delicacies instead...

Cheryl and Yu Lyn insisted on trying the 臭豆腐，stinky tofu. I didn;t like it though, just posing for fun. hahaha.

The next day, we visited a tourist spot called 野柳 YehLiu Geopark, in which is a home to fascinating rock formations, unique terrain and abundant nature. The landscape was really beautiful, very suitable for photography, so we toook a couple of pictures.

Here is one :)

And one more, beautiful ya? :)

Our next destination was another must-go place, called 九份旧道，Jiu Fen Old Street where we get to experience Taiwanese's older culture and lifestyle, at the same time also trying their local specialities, ah yes foood again, yummmy ! :D

We tried and learnt to drink chinese tea the right way too :)

芋圆 I don;t know what is it called in English but it tasted reallly goood, sort of like glutinous riceballs but its made of yam instead :)

After that, we jumped into the bus and took off to 花莲 Hualien...... which i'll update with pictures laters!!

☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺

深夜里

2010-01-11T05:24:00.005+11:00

当事情让人不知所措，放手或许是个解脱。

偶尔，说再见并不代表着故事的句点。

再见；很可能是个机会，是一个希望。

但是否真的是个机会，只好随缘咯。。。

Happy 2010 !

2010-01-01T20:50:00.006+11:00

One year has passed again ! 2009 was full of ups and downs, more downs i would say, however my hard work paid off ! This year is going to be different i reckon. I no longer play my role as a student, but rather, a jobless fresh graduate for now. Not contributing anything to the society either, in BM: Sampah Masyarakat. haha! Oh well, don;t really mind carrying this title for a while. I will remove it eventually :)

The past 2 days have been a disaster for me. I missed some great parties with friends, and even missed NYE celebration. oh gosh. Blame it all on the food poisoning that attacked my weak body. For the whole 2 years in Melbourne, i've never encountered such disease, and sooon after i touched down KL, tadaa.. Damn it! Not a very good start of a new year ey, but i believe it will be better. A little compensation to it, at least i managed to watch fireworks from my house. Didn;t expect it. hahaha !

Recently i've been spending a lot of time watching Gossip Girl, yeah i know i'm pretty slow, still catching up on Season 2. hahaha. Luckily i have DVDs to keep me company, or stucked at home doesn;t feel goood at all. Oh, and surprisingly i'm not attracted to any guys in the series, i put more attention to the clothing Blair and Serena put on. LOL!

On another note, it was really sweet of my friend to ask me out for dinner on Xmas, and i totally appreciate every friend that provide me with transport everywhere i go. I swear i am going to take up the refresher driving lessons really sooon so next time i can fetch them back :0) Apart from that, we celebrated Yin's 22nd birthday as well :)

Wei, Me, Kat and Yin. Hope you had a blast on that day, i'm prettty sure you did, this girl became really loud after she got high :p

Till then ~

Good Bye Melbourne

2009-12-29T01:37:00.010+11:00

It has been a long time since i've last blogged. For your information, i'm already back in Malaysia :)

For the 2 years when i was based in Melbourne, i experienced and encountered many many different experiences. From learning to be independent, away from parents' protection, out of my comfort zone, meeting new people, living NEW lifestyles, exposing to alcohol and learning how to drink, partying hard, STUDYING harder too of course, finally also falling in love with a foreigner.. *hey it was an experience lol!*

This part of my life would probably be the most memorable memory built ever,for the 2 years. It was like a dream, really. The sparks we had sort of overwhelmed the painful moments we went through.

"Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened" ...

I read in a book that said this, parting is actually good for 2 people if the relationship did not work out because in that way, they will learn to reflect their own mistakes, and eventually grow up. It takes 2 hands to clap, therefore both parties are at fault when a relationship fails. No one is to be blamed completely. If things are really meant to be, love will find a way :)

All the best to you in your future undertakings, f*cking prawn :D

This then marks a fullstop to my life in Melbourne for now. I got a feeling, that i will be BACK though! Later Later Later. Haha.

On another note, I graduated!!! :D And officially jobless :p Guess its time to start applying for jobs, but i really want to enjoy life a little bit more before i start working.....Once you start, it is for life !!! However, earning your own money and then spending it is wiser than to ask pocket money from parents. Ha!

And thats all for now, i get sleepy early nowadays, i'm just gonna head to bed sooon. Sleeping early is goood, he always remind me that girl's skin is very important, but i was being ignorant. But as we age :( , this is really an issue that we must take into account T__________T

Gooood Night!!!

好久不见

2009-12-01T00:32:00.005+11:00

重逢不知不觉让人回想过去，这一次仿佛多了一份真诚，或许冷静了一阵子，更了解心里真正需要的是什么吧；可能是因为失去了，才懂得它的价值。

说真的，那番话还蛮感人的。

预测的，是否会发生，还是个谜，但毕竟让人抱一丝希望。可笑的是，自己却不知在希望什么，在渴望什么。只好见一步，走一步。人生或许就是这样，由不得我们来作主，要发生的最终会发生，回避不了。。

好无助，无奈，犹豫不觉。

但海边还是能够让我抛开烦恼，享受海浪声的好地方：）

友情万岁

2009-11-04T20:09:00.005+11:00

人们往往爱犯同一个错误，明知不应该，但就是很盲目的，不知所措的一而再，再而三的跌进错误的陷井，比如想不开的事情一直存在着，撇不开，结果心情低落，做任何事都没心情。

而通常在这种时候，往往也是朋友的关怀，朋友的安慰，朋友的扶持与开导让我们能够想通好多事情，心情显然的，也变好，精神起来。我很庆幸有就读心理学的好朋友，她和我分享的哲理，让我学会了不少，该怎么去看人，怎么观察人。。。真的，像是上了一堂课似的，也顿时想通了好多说不出的烦恼。

昨天的心情很反复，可能是因为被一些事物刺激，超不爽的，但更灰心。啊，也只能说原来人类的心机真的可以很重！！可为了一时的快感而报复，更可怕的是原有讲究的原则也因此甩开了，这样真的会长期开心吗？

还好我做人重来不改变原则，但事情如果做错了，我还是会修改，但那是为了变得更好。原则还是原则！！永远遵守。：）

我庆幸拥有的好朋友，明年大概会朝不同的方向发展，但如用真心对待彼此，不管在世界的某个角落，友情也还是仍然存在的。

她应该看不懂我写什么。哈哈哈哈哈！！！翻译吧 :p

Love Love <3

又一天

2009-11-01T05:47:00.003+11:00

最近迷上了写华语，可能有些话，用华语来表达，会显得交有感觉；毕竟也是华人，又懂得华语，写华语会很有意思！

今天读书的速度超级慢，除了上图书馆影印，到Coles买些杂货，回到家后也没有原动力翻开书本，整整一个小时，虽然书本打开了，但也只看着每一行字发呆，很糟糕，希望接下来会不一样，能够更专心一些些。

我喜欢边读书边听歌，最近下载了一首歌，其实是来自新加坡新传媒连续剧的一首主体曲。我重复听了整个晚上，歌词很有意思，很感动，所以想和大家分享：）

幸福双人床

一张双人床两个人的剧场
快乐和感伤同一时间亮相
他不够浪漫她又太多幻想
当恨起对方
所有的好全都遗忘

相爱的双方像海洋和沙滩
不能完全占有却更离不开对方
他渴望温柔她需要宽厚肩膀
虽然有时想得太理所当然

幸福并不只有单一的答案
争吵可能是其中必备的一项
爱如潮汐涨落中惊喜不断
关键在你怎么去欣赏

别让别让双人床中间隔着孤单
多想想换成对方有什么期盼
没有人天生就对爱情擅长
幸福双人床两个人才温暖

恋爱中的各位，要拥有长久的恋情，就要懂得经营哦。而且，是两个人一起努力，才会有成果！！一手鼓掌是拍不起掌声的。

闷死了

2009-10-31T03:17:00.002+11:00

原来每天呆在家里，又没有心情读书时，感觉特别寂寞。。。哇，真的很闷，好像无所事事的，在浪费时间，浪费人生。

不懂为什么，心里忽然好空虚，就如缺少什么似的，真的很想认真，专注在书本上，其实我真的很害怕，很压力，明知一定要用功才会有成就，但偶尔就是这样，越想专注，越办不到，烦死了，很多事情，很想很想把它放在一旁，不要去想，不要去管，但也一样办不到，在这个时候，好希望观音娘娘保佑，提拔我一下，给我力量，给我支持，把真善美带给我，给我更多的生命力，让我完成我该完成的任务，让我撇开不健康会影响我的不好想法。。。

还好 mummy 在不久就要抵达，有个肩膀可以依靠，我说情况会好很多：D 除了这个原因，有母爱，妈妈会煮好吃的食物，身体也健康些，不会营养不良。：p

此外，以下是我的杰作，哈哈。
考试期间，桌子都特别乱，这样才显得我真的有在用功哦！哈哈

目前就读的科目，我超级没兴趣，闷死了，一点也不有趣。

好了，不多说了，是时候再逼自己用功一点点，趁睡觉前。哈哈！

我爱家

2009-10-28T05:21:00.006+11:00

现在是早上5.22 am，因为考试来临，日子过得特别难，每天必须逼自己读书，但我是懒虫一只，总爱拖延时间，慢吞吞的，睡饱了，吃饱了，才肯专注在书本上。现在也因为太累，不想念书了，所以UPDATE BLOG 放松一下下。。。

时间慢慢的过去了，伤口也在慢慢的恢复，只是偶尔回忆在脑海里忽然闪过，让人来不及逃避那一阵阵的痛，可能是一种习惯，不是说放下就能立刻放下。。女生嘛，心灵就是特别脆弱，喜欢被保护的感觉，真的，不知哪一天，在那里，还会遇见一个能够给我心跳感觉的对象。。。哈哈!! 但也只是个想法，在下目前根本没有想要谈恋爱。。。只想认识更多的朋友，接触更多不同的人, 广阔人际关系!

现在最大的目标，就是把书读好，把考试考好来，我需要MOTIVATION ！让我前进，再前进！

就只剩下短短一个月多的时间，就要离开墨尔本了，这个让我的人生充满了回忆的地方，在这儿，我尝试了好多重来没有尝试过的事物，学习了独立，独自承受；所有的愉快及不愉快，很快的，都要告一段落了。不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有，这句话，又可派上用途了。哈哈!

其实不管如何，到头来日子还是得过。开心也是一天，不开心也是一天，为何不选择开心的过日子呢，人们啊，总是爱让自己烦恼，因为一些事情的发生，而无法向前看，活在过去。旧的不去，新的不来，所以我们真的应该更珍惜未来，过去的，就让它过去吧，人生还是充满希望的，只要不放弃，绝望就会变成希望！

家的感觉，又会是如何呢？一年了，真的好希望能赶快回到这熟悉的地方，能够和爱我们的人活在一起，是最幸福的事！家人永远不会离弃我们，痛苦的时候，也往往是家人拉我们一把，让我们恢复，振作起来。因为唯有家人，会不要求回报的一直守在我们身旁。

相信这次回到MALAYSIA，也会是我人生的另一个开始，将摆脱学生身份，进入社会，但愿会对社会有贡献！哈哈

好了，不说了，睡觉去：D

Reality

2009-10-19T02:45:00.003+11:00

Semester 2 2009 is finally coming to an end, i just can't wait to get the exams done, and then fly back home, to somewhere i really belong.

Too many things happened this year, one after another, dramas after dramas, life is like a dream, felt like i've been sleeping for a long time, and finally, woke up from the dream, and get back to reality. Nevertheless, it was still an experience that allowed me to learn something out of it. I regard this as the process of growing up.

Nothing much to update actually, just didn;t want the blog to look dead, hence this entry :)

The next few weeks is gonna be busy for me, just study study and study. Thats the only thing i want to focus on right now. Dont wanna waste time thinking about other stuff anymore, we really shouldn't waste precious time and effort on things, or rather people that don't worth.

I reckon i am a brave girl. I stood up for myself finally :D

雨后天晴

2009-10-12T16:32:00.003+11:00

若想通了，你会发觉这世界其实还有很多美好的东西值得体会，我一直追求的所谓童话里的爱情故事，那英俊潇洒，高大威猛的王子，其实也只是个外壳。能够拥有他的人，但得不到他的真心对待，勉强在一起，彼此也不会开心。

他不是不好，或许我们对待爱情有不同的看法，没有了共同的目标，就是彼此性格不合，所以长痛不如短痛，放手了，他得回自由，不必责备自己对我不够细心而内疚，我反而看开了，更了解自己需要的是什么。。。

原来我真的想追求的，只是平平淡淡的爱情，他，只要能够让我无忧无虑，每天开开心心的，真正了解我，就已足够。。。

但现在的我，更注重学业与事业，。。。前途是应该由自己好好把握的，我已浪费了太多的时间与精神，是时候反省了。。。哈哈

再见了，童话故事。。。

2009-09-30T02:43:00.005+10:00

有个人，他与众不同，不是为了得到什么好处，才对别人好，而是出发真心，至少我是这么认为，别人怎么想，轮不到我来管。

不必说出口，他人就已知道你心里难过，知道你需要安慰，真的好细心，感觉很欣慰。。。

知道别人遇到不愉快的事情，他人不会八卦想知道发生什么事，他人只说不管你做什么决定，我都会支持你，这句话如来自别人口里，可能会让人觉得很敷衍，但如来自他人，就感觉得到真心。

他是不会顾别人感受的人，有一句就说一句，他诚实的，彻底的把我骂醒，让我勇敢的踏出这一步，有时候我觉得他太直接，说的话很刺耳，真的很想骂回他，但他说的，都是事实，到头来，他也只是在为我着想。。。

能拥有一个这样的好朋友，我真的真的很庆幸。真心对待我们的人，不管曾经发生过什么不愉快的事情，他人的心永远都还是关心我们的。。。

他人真的好优秀，很伟大，永远值得崇拜及欣赏。。。

虽然到处都有人传他的绯闻，但这些重来都不会影响我对他的判断：）

When I Grow Up

2009-09-26T01:15:00.004+10:00

Its only through stumble and falling hard, we learn to appreciate life so much more... People might even have to lose someone before they learn how to appreciate the people around them...

Not everything should go the way we expect, like you ought to do this, no you shouldn;t do this, or oh hey why you didn't do this when you know this will make me happy, the truth is the person probably doesn;t even know ... hmm we wish that there's someone out there that truly understands us, ... but the reality is very very different indeed. We don;t move on thinking the other will be better or believing that when this person doesn't satisfy us because we are not meant to be, or he or she is not the right one, .... We will find the special someone someday, somewhere. If everyone have this thought instilled in them, i guess no one will be able to continue living with another person when something goes wrong.

Running away is easy, staying and managing is the tough part. Who knows managing the right way might generate awesome results in the end?

And sometimes i wish people don't pressure me by telling me what is right to do, and what is wrong to do, i would appreciate it if they support me in what i want to do instead. Even i might make the wrong move, and fall hard, but at least i did tried to manage things my own way, without any hesitation. This is the process of growing up anyway....

On the other hand, a friend of mine graduated, and will be leaving Melbourne for good :(

Meet June ! Hope she will do great in her future undertakings. Will always remember you, and the times we studied Japanese together, also clubbing together hehe :D

I can't wait for my turn :))

Weekend at home

2009-09-19T17:28:00.003+10:00

The semester is coming to an end, this is when all the major assignments are due. And yep i am currently stuck at home doing the Business Economics major report, merely typing and typing makes people get bored, hence i took a short break and here i am updating my blog :D Soon, i will take another break to eat and then nap. eeek : o

The research is killing, i switched my company preference 3 times, most of the company annual reports are not available for free reading, have to pay a few hundred USD to read them, never would i waste money on that, for one miserable assignment. haha!

On a random note, one of my friend is a mind reader. He can sensed i'm going through emotion fluctuations eventhough i'm laughing. Oh gosh. Thats pretty scary hmm. He thinks my emotions is like Melbourne weather, very very unpredictable -_________-

All rights, thats all for now, i have to get going with the assignment. argh.

Check out the colourful dog/sheep keychain i bought the other day, for 5 bucks! :D

Soooo cute right, reminds me of Ah Boi, but colourful one. hahahaha :)

Have a great weekend :(

Don;t have a title

2009-09-17T00:38:00.004+10:00

I know i haven't been keeping up with the blog for a while, i'm a lazy person sometimes, plus the earlier weeks i used most of my free time to watch Burning Flame 3 :D , the drama was good, but i end up hating Myolie Wu's character despite she's oh so kind, caring and stuff, mislead is still MISLEAD... -________-

Today was a pretty awesome day, my classmate Daisy marked my marketing strategy report a Distinction. Finally i got a D for the first time. I thought i messed up many parts, and the amount of effort i put in is fairly minimum, i don;t deserve it at all, but i guess she's just being nice hehehe.. Basically a little thing that made my day today :)

On another note, no wonder people said when bad things happen, we should look at it from many different perspective, they all happen for a reason. And i believe every single event that occur in life, is a form of experience where we can learn something out of it during the process of going through. Perhaps they happen so we can learn to become stronger so if the same thing ever happened again in the future, we can handle it better. But then again, emotions are hard to control at times, and i pretty easily get distracted. Thats really bad, i really have to learn to focus at doing one thing at one time. Multitasking is not always beneficial. haha.

Also, the exam timetable is published. I think "Kuan Yin" is being really generous and kind towards me, i have almost a whole 2 weeks to study before sitting for the 3 final papers which will then determine whether i get to graduate end of the year. I feel really contented, that i am always blessed in a way :) I really have to visit the temple again someday soon.

Thats probably all for now, i am heading to bed because i only get to sleep at 6 am yesterday HUHUHUHU....

This is a picture i made Nick took when i was about to bite my Gingerbread man. haha! I thought i looked adorable HAHAHAHA... The ornament behind is Mr Monkey aka Leon that is enjoying his pie. lol

We visited Ballarat last Friday, sort of a cowboy town, very sandy and windy. Gosh.

We happily took the masks and take picture despite there was a sign saying do not touch the masks lol, but i thought he looked like Zorro while my gold mask looked like the Phantom of the Opera -__________-

For more pictures, just check out my facebook okays! :D

Good Night! Tata ..

Been A While

2009-09-10T03:55:00.004+10:00

Found out someone's dirty secret. haha!

He said his brother betrayed him and joined my boat instead, how can he that bastard. LOL!

Why not :P :D :D :D

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So, why me?

Its because I like you, you're different :)

The Night of Sevens

2009-08-28T00:22:00.002+10:00

The Night of Sevens, or we call it Qi Xi in mandarin is apparently the day chinese celebrate Valentines day. I got no idea about it until the sister told me, she's more knowledgeable than me. *wink*

Got a call from Nick, so i headed down to city for meet up, and then we headed to Sofitel. Wanted to have a drink in the cafe with nice ambience and atmosphere, but it was already closed when we arrived -______-

In the end, we settled at a random Italian restaurant for some grilled food and Nutella crepes. Yummy but was really really full after. haha! But still, food makes me happy, i love eating :)

Wheeeeeee ...

I don;t know why, but my little actions always amuses him and he loove teasing me and see me get angry T__________T

On another note, i've been doing lots of thinking all along, and got my conclusion finally, ...

"All is not happening at once. The future is only a projection, missing many details"

Yes exactly, nobody knows what will happen in the future, we don't even know what will happen tomorrow, why bother thinking so much ahead, whats most important is the present. And i'm sure it takes up pieces of the present to make up the big future in the end... :)

Ordinary Day

2009-08-20T02:32:00.003+10:00

As usual, had my marketing strategy lecture this afternoon, attending lecture is always tensed because it goes on for approx 3 hours, revolves only discussion about a case study and students are expected to speak up or we lose out participation marks. 25% k! Its no joke, have to force myself to say something -______-

And, normally the night before i will be struggling to complete the report thats due during the lecture. Therefore, i have to forego all movie treats on Tuesday nights :( Do earlier la ! Kat said. But i couldn't, i'll only have motivation to do when the due time is near. lol ... Oh wells!

I was being forgetful this afternoon. Thought of grabbing some sushi for lunch since classes ended early, so i ordered my tuna and salmon roll, paid the cashier, she packed it for me already, after taking back my change, and plug back on my iPod, I happily walked out of Tower Sushi,.. Only half way through, i realised i left the sushi zzzz... Rushed back, the kind lady actually kept it and waited for me to go back and collect.. At least money not wasted, and most importantly still get to eat my food. HAHAHA!

Took a nap afterwards. Woke up at almost 9pm to cook dinner because didn;t wanna eat out...

Tom Yum fish ...

Stir fry green beans and carrots.

There's nothing much i can think of to cook, soo yeah, just grabbed whatever thats in the fridge, and turn them into dishes. hehe.

All rights, gotta head to bed now..

Good Night! :D

故事

2009-08-16T23:46:00.005+10:00

事情终算弄清楚了，好大的胆子啊，我说我。。。一直藏在心里的疑问，终于被解答，整个人也轻松好多，可以大大方方过我的人生，迎接新的事物，新的挑战！在人生的道路上，不管在哪一个阶段，我相信，每个人都有自己的难题必须解决，就是这些难题及挫折，让我们学会更多人生的道理，让我们长大，学会人与人相处之道。。。

相遇是缘分，幸福却是掌握在自己手中，不去试着争取，永远都不会知道结果，但一旦尽力了，那也就再也没有遗憾了。。。我相信自己的直觉，不管他人怎么说，毕竟经历这过程的不是他们，他们又如何真正的了解我的感受，所以只好跟着自己的心走。。。

时间可以冲淡好多不开心的回忆，。。但时间也可以让我们错过很多机会，所以还是得把握眼前的一切，因为机会如果错失了，很可能一辈子都不能够再挽回。。。认识越久，也并不代表彼此会更适合对方，当爱情真的来临，时间根本不是一回事。。。

我选择了，从此会坚持自己的决定，不管路有多难走，都还是得把它走下去。。。
不要轻易放弃，否则对不起自己！

我希望那个一直陪伴在我身旁的，是日出先生！哈哈 ♥

2009-08-15T12:13:00.003+10:00

Rainbow after the pouring rain? :)

My Everything

2009-08-11T01:45:00.004+10:00

If you are wondering if the gift above is from a guy, then you are so wrong. No one understands me better than my babi. hehehe ... Clover necklace has been in my wishlist for some time. And finally got it from the bestie just feels soo goood ... True friends will be happy for us when we found our happiness in love, they will be more pissed when we are bullied, and most importantly they will always be there to pull us up whenever we fall...

Every decision i make, may not be the most desired one in everyone's point of view, but i would rather follow my heart than to regret in the future. At least i;ve tried :)

I know she will support me no matter what my decision is, and is ready to pull me up if i made a mistake and fall again.

Thank you for being there all the time ! :D Love love k.

Sayonara

2009-08-06T11:02:00.007+10:00

When we lose something, we might be gaining something in return ...

Perhaps things may not be as bad as the way all of us assume.. But then again i'm tired, really tired, i am afraid of having to face crashed hopes again and again..

Maybe its better this way, not to think, not to bother, not to care. Most importantly, not to analyse and not to assume, not to judge.

Appreciate and love those that are still around, carry on with life like how it used to be before he even stepped in...

He didn't stay because he is just an acquaintance, a passerby in your life ...that probably will leave footprints in your heart, to teach you a lesson, and remind you to learn from it ...

Time to leave unhappy thoughts behind ! Stand up :D

The world out there is harsh, should really learn how to protect ourselves and love ourselves first.

Memory Lane

2009-07-29T01:38:00.003+10:00

Few weeks ago, i was looking back at my old photos on photobucket, decided to copy them into a folder then ...

My big brother's birthday falls on the 28th of July !!! Which is still today his if you consider Malaysian time :)

So, Happy Birthday!

Came across this picture in the folder ! Was probably taken 3-4 years back...

I hardly snap any pictures with the brothers because they are not as narcissism as me and my sis! Wae Lern calls me narcissism -_____________- , you stalk my facebook ar i asked him, he said nah its cos your big face always appear on the highlights, so i clicked. zzzzzzz! Anyway yeah, so this picture is rather precious in a way hahahaha :D

He is so old now ! 8 years my senior, you do the calculation :p

AND as I was googling for meaningful quotes, I came across this love quote, ....

"I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you"

*So sweet, IF ONLY you know.., whee, i will melt :p*

Chiller.

2009-07-28T01:35:00.005+10:00

Last Saturday, as the sister needed a haircut badly, so i took her down to Good Morning in the city to get her hair done.. I really like going there, the saloon is owned by a korean and they offer awesome service :D

As appointment was made at 3.30 pm, we still had time for lunch, headed to Old Town Kopitiam at Chinatown for lunch. I ordered Prawn Noodles to satisfy my craving, while the sister ordered Nasi Lemak. We miss Malaysia..................................... fooood! haha!

My Har Mee. Tasted goood おいしい !! but didn;t really like fat noodles. Should've ordered with BeeHoon instead eeek.

There were no pics of Nasi Lemak because we can't be bothered, too hungry! lol

Before meeting up with Aik Thai, we chilled at Starbucks for about 2 hours.. OH and i bought a pair of brown boots from Novo because they were on Sales! Yippie yay yay :D

When we have nothing else to do,, the camera became a good companion! :)

I ordered a Grande Peppermint tea that my sister didn;t even drank a sip -__________-

We had dinner at TianFu later. Apparently Sunday was their last day of business huhuhu no more TianFu in Chinatown! :(

Luckily we ate for the last time before they shift though! Took away 4 boxes of dishes in the end despite we have Aik Thai there. Hmm, he's not a very big eater. hahaha!

By the way,

真的真的好期待重逢！！！ ♥

Kitchen

2009-07-25T03:45:00.005+10:00

I found my new hobby and interest ! I actually loove cooking, its not really about learning and then you can master it, I say in order for anyone to enjoy doing something, you need to have some sort of passion towards it ... ;)

I love to eat, so probably thats why i love to cook, so i don;t have to depend on anyone to cook for me before i can eat hahaha ... I will never ever go on a diet as i told my friends. Good food are just too hard to resist ! I even eat supper at night sometimes, not because my body metabolism is high, more like i don't care about the weight thingy hahaha :P

Anyways, tried 3 new dishes ..

Stir-fry eggwhite with fishballs and fresh mushrooms
This is self invented !! As i only used the egg yolk for my other dish, thought i shouldn't waste the egg white either, soo this idea popped out. Taste better if u dip it with BBQ sauce as you eat :) *I have a feeling my dad will love this dish haha*

Egg Yolk Prawns.

I got this recipe while watching BEAUTIFUL COOKING hahaha. A very interesting culinary variety show .. Decided to try out myself, by using my own method of marinating the prawns, sister said its good ;)

Black Pepper Chicken.

Wasn;t very satisfied with this dish though, got the recipe online but no directions on how much pepper i should put, ended up too peppery so i added honey.. But still peppery, no where near the one i tried in Thai Saffron, argh gotta try harder ! From picture still look deceiving yeah at least? :P

Heading out to city for dinner with the childhood friend tomorrow night, will tag Yeen as the chair hahaha!

Laters!

相信

2009-07-24T02:35:00.005+10:00

我竟然差点忘了今天又是一个有意义的日子。。。

祝福你，过得好，过得快乐。。。

我，每天盼望着的，是否快实现？

感触

2009-07-23T02:01:00.001+10:00

至从高二毕业，就没再用华语来写下心里的感受，现在反而怀念那一种写作文的乐趣。哈哈

爱情到底是什么？为何当爱情来临时，开始肯定甜蜜，但开心的时光，很多时候都是不长久的。明明是如此的幸福，明明是彼此相爱，但为什么心里还时会感到酸酸的，既然说爱我，为什么还要惹我生气，让我不开心。。。可是，有没有想过，开心或不开心，是否幸福，是看你自己如何看待它？很多时候，一时的冲动，很可能就会造成不可收拾的地步。。之后的后悔，又有什么用呢，你说对不对？以前的我，总是认为我为你付出，你就也应该为我牺牲吧。。他只要符合不到我的要求，我就会很生气，甚至觉得他不爱我了，当时的我，只会顾自己的感受，只要认为自己所得到的不够，就会忽思乱想，发他的脾气，根本不会去理会他的感受，他也不找机会好好和我谈谈，我们就是缺少了沟通，所以最后只好分手收场。这根本不是最好的解决方法，这是逃避！或许他不是我的命中注定，所以不必多说，反正这都已经是过去，是历史了哈哈。。只是回想过去的自己，真的很幼稚，很天真。。

时间过去了，我也长大了不少，思想方面，希望也成熟了吧哈哈。。。现在至少学懂了付出不一定得到你认为你应该得到的回报，因为爱情不能勉强，没感觉就是没感觉，恋爱中的情侣也一样，你的伴侣不会因为和你在一起而为你改变成为你心目中理想的对像。。如果彼此真的相爱，就应该去接受彼此的好与坏，上天制造人类的时候是公平的，每一个人都会保有自己的优点与缺点。。。上天可能是要人类们学习珍惜吧，如果每一样事物都太容易掌握，那人生就没挑战，没意义了，所以俗语说往往值得珍惜的东西都是那些比较难得到的，或是经过很多挑战，好多泪水才成功掌握到的。。说的没错！还有，人们也总是失去了才懂得后悔，懂得珍惜。。。这是人的本性，相信很难改变吧。。我也曾经让一时的不清醒模糊了自己的感觉，而做出错误的决定，后来发现错了，还好一切还来得及，不然就变成一生的遗憾，那会有多可惜啊！因为这样，我更学会了珍惜身边拥有的一切，不管家人，爱人，好友，朋友，我是真心的对待他们，不要求回报，因为助人为快乐之本嘛，如果为别人付出是为了自己的好处，那得不到好处的时候，反而会让自己闷闷不乐，那又何必呢？但我这个人也很直，喜怒哀乐都写在脸上，我不喜欢的人，他们也大概会知道我不妥他们，也会发现我在和他们保持距离，哈哈。。朋友是可以选择的，如果和一些人相处不开心，为什么还要委屈自己，这样太辛苦。。所以，还是少见面好。。

爱情方面呢，该来的都会来，不需要太执着，只要懂得付出，有一天，幸福还是会来敲门的。。。我为你做的一切，是希望能够博取你的一个笑容，看到你开心，我也会感到一种莫名的幸福。。。虽然真的很想赶快见到你，问候你，但我也没忘记自己的目标，一定一定要用功读书，为了毕业嘛，而且不只是毕业，而是用漂亮的成绩单来毕业！！一个成功的女人，是除了懂得照顾家人外，事业方面也得出色，因为21世纪的女人不再落后！：D

我想我是个知足的女孩！

痊愈

2009-07-22T22:33:00.002+10:00

我躺在這裡昏睡到底過多久
被關在白色的宇宙
忘了那是誰的手
曾在我額頭遺留過溫柔
只記得不斷顫抖

閉上眼還有回憶悶鎖在胸口
連呼吸都難以承受
忽然發現你的手
能給我熟悉的溫柔
原來這份感動才是我所夢寐以求

帶著昨日那些傷口遇見了你
是你讓我活的意義擁有了生機
當所有虛榮都變空虛
是你用愛醫好我的內心
病開始慢慢痊癒

帶著昨日那些傷口遇見了你
是你讓我提醒自己分秒要珍惜
前面的風景還不確定
可是愛你讓我重活生命
病終於終於痊癒痊癒

♥

Back In Action

2009-07-22T02:47:00.003+10:00

Because my mum had went home,

Because it is only the first week of uni, i still have plenty of time,

Because the timetable this semester is more spread out,

Because the boyfriend is still far far away :(

Because i realised i am older, should live a more peaceful and less rigorous (yes i mean partying and dancing lol) life,

I began to "regenerate" my passion towards cooking ! :D

Once you start cooking, you begin to enjoy it, can;t wait to improve and learn more and more new dishes ..

I attempted on a new dish today !

Stir fry pieces of of chicken with green beans !
I thought it tasted really good but my sis thought the chicken were a little too salty though. Oh and I realised i forgot to add sugar while marinating the chicken. haha. Will definitely improve the next time :D

And my second time attempting curry chicken ..

Cooked a big portion so managed to distribute to fellow mates living in the same building, the result? Got good feedbacks. HAHA. Delighted :D

*Babi's one is still in the refrigerator as she's been MIAing from me -________-*

Thats all for now, time for some sleep, grocery shopping again tomorrow probably, after Marketing Strategy lecture hehe.

Laters!

Hello :D

2009-07-19T00:17:00.005+10:00

I have a little confession to make!

I think i'm done with Wu Chun and have moved on with Lee Min Ho now....

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH he's sizzling hot, can;t get my EYES off him lol :P

Thats bad thats bad, i'm becoming a young little fan that worship an idol that i can never get in my life YET AGAIN. lol lol lol! *just proven that i'm still young at heart teehee*

Guess what i'm doing now, i just joined his fanpage on facebook and stalking his pictures ! hahahaha :D

I googled his profile and he's actually born in the same year as me :D *smitten*

Babi is probably gonna slap me soon and ask me to WAKE UP!!...

Adjustment

2009-07-17T21:23:00.005+10:00

Many things can happen within months, just in a blink of an eye, everything seems so different now.. The people, the surroundings, are unusual.. Things are no longer like before, despite they are still around.. Devastated is the word to describe, when what is left with is disappointment and more disappointment. The more you care, the more disappointed you are end of the day. Really wish things can fall back into place again ...

This winter holiday is short, we only have about 2 weeks break to be precise, but to me it felt like time takes forever to pass, i complained to the sister and mum, they said its because your certain someone is not back yet. lol. Probably so, i sigh a thousand times in front of my mum everyday. hahahaha. But she's going back to Malaysia tomorrow, i'll only get to sigh to her when she video calls. damn.

Results were released yesterday, this time i am not satisfied, really not ! My goal is to graduate with distinction average, therefore gotta readjust my study schedule and perhaps lifestyle to achieve that. My mum straight away blamed it on my clubbing-more-frequent-times-lifestyle when my results were less convincing this time despite i don;t think thats the main problem -___________-, i think i lack abit of luck this time though! lol. But whatever it is, since i only have 1 more semester left before i graduate Bachelor's degree, i should be working harder during the coming semester and enjoy my final semester as a hardworking student *ahem*.. I am actually looking forward to attending classes rather than rot at home :)

Oh gosh i miss Nick huhuhuhu T__________T

Bye Bye!

2009-07-14T04:10:00.005+10:00

"Trust in what you love, continue to do it, and it will take you to where you need to go"
Natalie Goldberg

Love taste bitter and sweet. Perhaps going through challenges makes love stronger... Don;t say you loved before if you've only experienced one taste. Love is not about expecting something in return either after making sacrifices...

"Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own."

Storm Says Hello

2009-06-23T03:43:00.003+10:00

The big brother sent me a picture last evening ...

Heehee, and its my ah boy, i miss him soo soo soo much! I wish he's here to keep me entertained during my study breaks!

Speaking about studies, i have 2 back to back papers the day after :( But lucky thing i have long breaks, have significant time to study, however, the more time u have, the more you will tend to procastinate -___-

Hmm, hopefully everything turn out not too bad ! Just can;t wait to get all the papers done. So i can adjust back my sleeping times. I am currently living an abnormal lifestyle, sleeping at almost 6 am everyday and wake up at 2 pm.. Simply because i feel i can concentrate better in the midnight, so yeah.. Face is breaking out too huhuhu ...

As for now, as i am done for today, i am gonna sleep earlier.. It almost 4 am now. Gotta head to the library for study meet ups and to Clayton tomorrow to seek for Dorj's help in Trust Game before the paper the next day..

Till then, laters! :)

Not Sleepy

2009-06-17T04:15:00.004+10:00

Its currently 4.15 am Melbourne time, don;t know why i don't feel as sleepy as always tonight. Did abit of studying just now, but don;t have the motivation any longer now. Maybe its getting late, can;'t concentrate anymore, there's always lots and lots of reasons to procastinate. hahaha!

I went to the library this afternoon, it was a productive session because I learnt something, gained knowledge lol! Being an economics student, when u finally understand a theory, or an equation, graph etc, you feel relieved ! Simply because you won;t have a problem solving the question during exams anymore. This is why i loove my economics major more than marketing, marketing consists of too much theories that you have to instill in your brain prior to sitting for exam. And many many times after exam, the different types of theories you memorized before will also be forgotten, in my case at least, haha , unless i take the trouble to refer back, then i can recall :D

And yes, applying a little bit of my marketing knowledge, if we apply the conative model whereby an advertising strategy is done repeatedly and regularly, it is more likely to trigger people's behaviour in purchasing ... With relation to our studies, studying constantly will generate better results yeah, not to say study last minute deserve a failure, it can also generate an immediate result, however materials studied would probably easier to be forgotten after. But but but, too bad i am the latter :P

I don;t even know what i mentioned above make sense lol, anyway i'm glad for having great uni mates from all over the world. Like today, Dorj came from work to teach me Game Theory in Managerial Economics because i missed the lecture and became a noob after that. He taught me Trade Finance one day before exam and i scored a HD .. lol .. Therefore, i am depending on him this time as well , with the same aim :D *Thanks mate!*

On another note, it feels terrible when a friend PREDICTS your future when he doesn't even really know what is really going on with your life. His words were pretty harsh, not that i give a damn about what he said. But seriously, why does he have to underestimate people like this, and why can;t he be happy for his friend? Its the fact that we were friends and thats probably the reason why the things he said still affected me a little. Gosh.... What more i did not intentionally did anything to him before. URGHH! Maybe i unconcsciously offended him -______-
Oh well, ...

Let me share another quote that i googled with you fellow readers:

"The best thing to give to your enemy is forgiveness; to an opponent, tolerance; to a friend, your heart; to yourself, respect..."

If people are going to judge and hate us for no apparent reason, since they see as an enemy, all we can do is to forgive them and if they always want to be competitive because they see us as a threat, all we can do is to tolerate them. We are doing all these because we still see them as a friend no matter what happens, and we respect our decision :)

There are ups and downs in life, its either you take up the challenge and learn to become a stronger person, or you hide away from problems and remain as the weak person, always a step behind others.

Fair enough?

Another Year Older, Another Year Wiser

2009-06-13T02:15:00.003+10:00

I am officially another year older. Its scary u know, like how a year passes so fast.. In no time, i will be 25 years old omg, thats really old! :(

I always place birthdays important, when i was younger, i love birthdays because thats the time when i can demand for an expensive gift from my parents, you know, its your big day, parents will definitely buy you what you want to make you a happy kid. As i grow older, of course i still loove receiving presents, but thats not the whole point of celebrating a birthday anymore. A birthday is like a special ocassion where i want to spend it with the most important people in my life. They are special to me, and so having them by my side on my birthday is the sweetest thing ever...

This year's birthday seemed a bit incomplete though. I didn't go out and celebrate at all, neither did I stayed home to study and be productive. Because its birthday, i can't afford to spend it with the books. Basically just stayed home to catch some dramas, get more sleep since i haven't been sleeping good, and good thing mummy is here to prepare special meals for me, since its my big day .. Family love is bliss :)

Honestly, i dont feel good. I know i shouldn;t be expecting much, but still, disappointment kills, feelings are hard to control, i may be acting unreasonable, but this is not what i want to feel either. As much as i don;t want to admit, something is missing... :(

Put away the unhappy thoughts and feelings, at least my Melbourne family made an effort to celebrate my birthday for me despite they are in the mids of exams. I feel contented for having them as part of my life, love is always all around, filled with laughter when i'm with them :)

Guess where were we? haha! The only unit with the orange colour door ! lol

Togetherness Kathryn and Harris ... Heart them to bits <3

Loove this picture, i call them Melbourne family. And i forced Harris to hold the candle so we can all pose with the candles together! lol

Gonna cut the cake, Green Tea Gateau from Crown Bakery, bought by Harris :D

While blowing the candles. He purposely bought 22 candles for me -_- We were soo afraid the smoke alarm will strike upon blowing the candles, lol !

Once again, you guys rock, thank you for "sayang-ing" me so much. I really really appreciate it :)

Argh, still can't help but feeling horrible, not too appropriate for me to release here though... Anyways, gonna go grab some sleep now. 1 paper down, i have 3 more to go.. Aza Aza Fighting!

Have a great weekend everyone ;)

Nothing Much

2009-06-08T02:32:00.003+10:00

Just thought of blogging out of a sudden, and besides haven;t been updating for a while, so i am here :)

And 13 weeks of third year 1st semester passed just in a blink of an eye, will be sitting for my first paper on coming Thursday.. I am still working on my studies, progression ain;t that good so far. I attempted to wake up early this morning to study, the alarm rang, i woke up, grab some lecture notes, lied on bed, tried to fill different theories into my brain, it did worked for a while, but i went back to bed eventually after finishing the last page of that particular week's lecture notes. T______T
*Someone has infected me with his sleeping disease. lol lol lol*

I woke up 1 hour plus later, and mummy was already preparing brunch. Oh, if you don;t already know, yes mummy is here in Melbourne again, we persuaded her to come over as i am too lazy to cook during this period of time, and if i don't, the already lack of nutrition sister will be even more inferior. No proper food = getting skinnier, no motivation to study. haha. So mummy gave in and came over despite there were a couple of objections raised by the males at home, who cares! lol. Daughters get more love and attention ;)

So we had french toast for brunch this afternoon and another wonderful dinner with 3 dishes and rice. We haven;t had proper home cooked meal for ages. We had one yesterday though, invited the Melbourne family members over too, everyone should know who are they by now ^^ , and a gossip session after, a fairly good reason for me to procastinate in studies :P

On another note, i think i should sign out now. So to get some proper sleep and wake up earlier tomorrow and continue with studies, Marketing Communication paper on the 11th of June. argh! First paper.. raar.

hehe, crazy SS picture of me during my birthday celebration .. i loove good candid shots. haha ;D

Good Luck to those who are sitting for exams!

Oh! and i am currently addicted to Lady GaGa's "Paparazzi" ,its on repeat in i-tunes. lol .. Totally random..

TOOOOOODLES!

Complete :D

2009-05-26T01:34:00.004+10:00

If i were to use a word to describe my life for the past few months or even just recently, i would use "dramatic". Lol. It seems many many things happened despite nothing really happened in the very first place. Maybe its due to rumours that were spread around :P
*Rumours are always untrue okay*

Sometimes, people choose to keep their feelings to themselves instead of spilling it all out and having to save the situation later. Therefore, I choose to remain silent many many times.

"Silent is deep as eternity; speech, shallow as time.."

However, if the timing is right, speak up though, grab the opportunity before it is gone.. There are hardly take 2s' or 3's or more in life, life is too short to keep waiting :)

I took a short break to think over everything... Was in a deep dilemma, but everything is finally solved now. I know what i want. Applying my sister's favourite quote:

"Don;t cry because its over, smile because it happened..."

Hence, i don't mind words left unsaid, I am smiling because they are part of my memory now :)

On another note, I was pampered last Saturday early morning, ... Was brought to Sandringham Beach to watch the sunrise. It was around 20-30 mins drive from Caulfield. heeee :D

Hmm despite our direction to watch the perfect sunrise was wrong, but i guess its the company that matters, and also the beautiful sky that allowed me to capture great scenery pictures .. heh :) It was 7 am Melbourne time !

Yi Ling can never be NOT inside pictures :P

I'm a lucky girl after all... *loves*

Craving Satisfied

2009-05-13T03:55:00.003+10:00

Last Sunday, despite busy... I still kept to my promise and went to city to meet up with my togetherness for HOTPOT at Little Lamb Restaurant.. Because she is burning, she need spicy food. hahahaha!

Yummylicious hotpot... I am craving for it again ... :D

The 2 girls that i heart to bits. My closest people in Melbourne, love you all banyak..

I've just completed my Jap assignment that is due tomorrow *I got an extension :p*. Gosh, .. Learning a new language is tough, I'm unsure if i'll be able to make it this time :(

On another note, guess i am learning to live and enjoy the new beginning, the new chapter of my life... Good things come unexpectedly... , Catch every opportunity that you have, before its too late ...

I'm happy, and contented :)

Family Is Love

2009-05-08T01:00:00.002+10:00

Hello, haven;t been posting up picture of my boi for a long long time...

This is my boi, i missed him soo soo much, you know, when you need something to cuddle.. haha, and dogs make good companion :D

Won;t be going back Malaysia after exams this time, gonna miss my boi even more, but one thing, mummy MIGHT be coming over... YAY!! DONT HAVE TO COOK AND DO HOUSEWORK..!!! lol lol lol :D

I really need a holiday getaway, away from Melbourne, this time we are going to make it happen yeah Kat? :)

Oooh and i've just taken my stronger cough medicine Dr Patrick prescribed. Finally, the cough is getting better and does not refrain me from sleeping soundly ... The past few days was horror,...!
I can feel the effect already, sleepy..!

Till then!

Contented...

2009-05-05T01:59:00.003+10:00

Many times i was told, do not see things soo narrowly, open up, widen up your sight, you will see the brighter side of things, I finally came to realise it now.. And yes, i am happier now, don't know how long this sort of happiness will last, but at least for now, i feel contented with everything that i am blessed with :)

Last weekend was spent wisely, nerding abit in the library, and then off to Crown for supper as i was craving for sweet sweet cakes, had a great time at the arcade too , enjoyed the company :D

Because we believe in togetherness, and so we made it happen :) love love

We finally did our hair on Saturday, been talking about it even before the Easter break, just didn;t have the time to really take action. After that, had lunch with Hui Tong before she goes back to Adelaide as due to my so so so packed assignments/tests schedule, i don;t know when will i ever have the chance to see her again, this girl of mine always amuse me with her actions, you just cannot be pissed at her in the end.. lol

Chilled at Starbucks after that with my togetherness, a rather funny incident happened, blame it on me for being way tooooo ignorant. haha. Kat was being mean, she left me alone to handle that kind of situation and just plug on her earphones and iPod .. TSK TSK TSK!!!!

Our hair colour is different now, switched back to the goood girl look, lol..despite i still think i look the same... haha.

We also managed to catch a movie , "Fast and Furious" like finally, although it wasn't as good as expected, but the cars were cool, especially the Blue Skyline despite i don;t like the colour. It should be in White or Silver.. wooot ..

On another note, i've got so much stories to spare my mum, when are you coming back from Penang so we can share wheeee!

Oh, because my dad was so worried i still haven;t recovered from sore throat and cough, he urged me to see the doctor. I went to the doctor today, she was being cute, she said: "Don;t worry girl, you haven't got a Swine Flu yet... -_- " , and laughed.. Got my medicine already, I really hope i can recover faster as there are lots of work awaiting for me to complete, sighs! I am coughing until my stomach aches huhuhu :(

Time to catch some sleep. Laters!

Down Down Down

2009-05-01T05:35:00.005+10:00

I said aloud in my Msn PM that chocolates make good companion. They do! haha. But never came to realise the consequence is to get myself into trouble. Gosh my condition is horrible now, sore throat and cough.. :( AND AND AND,... apparently Swine flu is spread over to Australia already, we should stop eating pork from now on. Apart from that, it spread even faster among people, avoid going to crowded places all right people, precaution is better than cure :)

My togetherness never forgets or exclude me in everything she does,...

She knows i am having sore throat, and hence bought me honey lemon to drink, so it can sooth the throat, i feel loved, really.. Its the small things people do for us that matters most .. I also know you are doing more than just this for me, thank you for everything, seriously.. You're really my four leaf clover . heehee :D

Gonna sleep, don;t know why i always have an urge to blog before i sleep nowadays. And guess what, i sleep at odd hours too, gosh assignments are seriously killing, 1 due tomorrow, i see 3 more coming, not to mention tests as well. Right after all these, finals hit too ! GOSH GOSH GOSH.. I will ramble in my upcoming post. There's just too much to express... but not now.

Sweet dreams!

Because We Only Live Once

2009-04-30T02:04:00.003+10:00

Yes, indeed. Because we only live once, we should live life to the fullest. Do something we really want to do, without having to fear that what we are doing will be accepted or not. In the end, we are living our own life, its not the others that are living ours. I talked to someone lovely(she studies psychology!lol) recently, and she told me, if people really understand you so well, why not ask them to live your life for you? I believe you know what you are doing, you are just going out to have some fun, to chill and to relax yourself. As long as you know your boundaries, you know what you're doing is wise, you don't have to care about what others have to say.

She shared this beautiful analogy with me a while ago,

"A diamond is only beautiful when you know how to appreciate it, and every diamond is different" ..

I am glad i can use this analogy to apply in my attitude towards people simply because i will still appreciate and accept someone despite he/she is not ideal, everyone is different anyway, how much can we change them to fulfill our own desire?

Gosh, i don't know why but i have so much to express in my blog lately, some are just random thoughts that i've came across, just thought of sharing with everyone what i learnt :)

I love eating, i admit it, especially chocolates and desserts, yum, seriously.. And i will definitely not refrain myself from eating something i really love. However, i see a lot of my friends refrained themselves from eating because they are sooo weight conscious. lol.. I understand though, looking great may be an asset of ours, packaging is important in marketing. hahaha! But i can;t be bothered! Life is too short, we should continue doing something we really want to do before its too late! :D

Time to sleep, to dream, wonder if i will be getting my managerial economics mid term paper back tomorrow, if yes, omg how did i do, his effort was paid off or wasted! haha.

Good Night!

Over and Over, Again and Again

2009-04-29T04:29:00.004+10:00

Hey, its me signing in again :)

At times like this, where you have to stay up till late at night to rush assignments, no one is online anymore, your blog become a good companion apart from the snacks you munch and the tea you drink to relax a bit. Me to be exact.

Referring to my Marketing Communication assignment, i would say i am almost done, there's still 2 marketing tools to go under creative strategy, where i will put my focus on Events and Sales Promotion, already have a rough idea on what i will be doing, just have to type it out in words and format it in a nicer layout, add in some nice phrases , correct the grammar yada yada.. Would love to thank all my friends that contributed in feeding me with creative ideas though, love you all banyak :)

Thoughts have been running through my mind most of the time, its hard for me to concentrate in doing what i should be doing at times. I am tired, seriously .. too old for high school kiddy games, but not mature enough for adult mind games, maybe my way of thinking does not goes in line with the harsh reality yet, i need to improve myself, perhaps learning to be more alert with everything and everyone that approaches. Things may not be as easy and as direct as they seemed. People smile at you when they see you does not necessarily mean they like you. Whats with all these, why can't people be more direct and tell you what they want from you, instead of committing actions which carry indirect meaning and expect you to understand, and then give the correct respond, its so torturing. ...

Maybe i should meditate, in order to get my mind in peace -_-

Over and over again, i am wondering when i can finally put a full stop to this chapter of the story of my life..

Sunshine

2009-04-28T04:18:00.004+10:00

Supposed there is this young lady that works in a firm under a lady boss that she always thought she's the best boss ever, because the lady boss was never being stingy, she willingly shared all her knowledge with this young lady, the lady boss was basically like a saviour to this young lady because the lady boss accepted her when she was jobless and taught her skills that will benefit this young lady in the working world. This motivates the young lady to work even harder to try to gain her lady boss's recognition. However, no matter how hard she works, how much effort she put in, and how much projects she managed to earn for the firm, the lady boss will never promote her to a higher position. She was frustrated and disappointed for never getting to find out the reason behind why she was never given the opportunity to prove herself further.

One fine day, she coincidentally met an owner of another company, he told her: "If you work for me, I will make sure you get to prove yourself, you will be recognised." As much as this young lady was tempted to quit the old job and go for the new job that is offered, a part of her is holding back because she did not want to betray the person that helped her out when she was at her worst state, if it wasn't for the lady boss's help and guidance, she will not be as capable as she is now. Of course, she was also curious to know why she wasn;t given the opportunity to be promoted. She confronted, but the answers she got just do not please her, her lady boss told her: "You just have to continue to work harder, the time will come..."

Being at this situation, the young lady is lost, she does not know what to do, should she quit the old job and take up the new job that is offered, or should she have strong determination by continuing in proving herself so one fine day she will finally gain recognition from her lady boss and celebrate victory after that?

Which option is sunshine really indicating then?

Ironic

2009-04-24T03:39:00.004+10:00

If we were to forgive and forget the people that betrayed us, and yet they have to come back and stab us again and again, how many times more do you think you can bear with them and their childishness?

First time you betrayed i trusted you, second time you betrayed i gave you a chance, third time you betray, you walk out of my world of trust. Enough said.

On another note, despite all the disappointments, there are still good things that come unexpectedly in life that are worth our cherish. Someone that truly knows you will not gang up with the people that tried to bring you down... No they will not turn their back against you, but they might stab you at the front by telling you the truth, and stand by you after that.

Its the quality that matters, not the quantity anymore...

Dear you and you,

Thank you for believing in me, really.. :)

P/s: This entry has been in my drafts since Friday, but after editing and editing again, only i decided to post it up. lol.. It is a Sunday now :D

Wake Up

2009-04-16T01:27:00.002+10:00

As much as you don;t want to hear, you feel your ego got busted or whatsoever, the elderly's lecture still turned out to be somewhat significant. It goes around your mind, kept you thinking and thinking... In the end, you realised all the not so nice to hear words said are true, thats the fact, they said it because they want you to improve yourself, they want to remind you that you are not doing the right thing, they are saying it for your own good.

Clearly, i understood it already, and i am going to correct the mistakes that i've made in the past, to avoid unecessary misunderstandings and misjudgments :D

On another note, I finally did something more productive today, less guilty :P ... I really should head to the library more often lol.

Dinner today is prepared by me, oh wells, it is always prepared by me anyways, but i made my sis capture a picture for me today hahahaha ... she said i have a fat face, oh noo! :(

Also sharing a picture of Tom Yum beehoon soup i cooked the other day.... ONZ!! :D

I'm off!

Good Friday

2009-04-12T01:05:00.005+10:00

My mummy was excited to see what i wore to attend Flight Attendant's Night at Bond Lounge. lol! Hence, let the pictures do the talking ;)
*It is cool when you have a mummy that is very open minded and shares every story of your life with you :D*

This is what i wore, super cover up! lol

Because a lot of people were in Seven, we changed clubbing venue instead later on :P

Met familiar faces :)

I never knew my Japanese class friend Ted is a clubber until i met him at the dance floor ! And thats Sing Yee beside ..

Overall it was more of a girls night yesterday...

Some random guys came over for photo shoots though , and we being camwhorers, dont mind at all :)

And i borrowed Jasmine's bunny ears to pose :P Seven was having Easter Event last night ...

Camwhoring in the toilet as usual.. haha !

Finally, a sexay pose with two tipsy young ladies :P

Gotta run, EU awaiting for me .. , i'm back to chasing after TVB series.. ! lol .. Till then!

xoxo.

Girl World

2009-04-10T18:52:00.003+10:00

Hello, am typing this post while waiting for the water to boil so i can cook my indomie. lol.

I was looking at everyone's MSN status recently, maybe we're hitting the sad season, everyone's PM seemed down and unhappy. Its like everyone have their own problems to deal with. Nothing big has really happened but everything seemed to change overnight. Sometimes i don't even know what am i going through, but this is life, its always full of challenges and obstacles, we need to have the courage to overcome all of them. Happy times do not last, but they will be kept in mind as a memory. A quote that i've found lately and been using as my MSN status:
"Life is an artwork without an eraser..."

Fair enough, we cannot pretend what had happened never happened. Once a wound is formed, despite it will heal overtime, but scars will still remain.

Melbourne is not a very happy place for now, weather changes made my mood unstable ... But at least there's one thing that i really have to focus on and have to achieve it by end of the year, it is graduating from Uni. Thats a mission , and it must be accomplished. I don;t know who and what i will become in the near future but yeah, concentrating in the present moment is more important yeah?

On another note, my mum received the Birthday @ Mother's Day present from me and my sis today.. hehehe. It was a surprise and i guess she was rather surprised too .. Sometimes doing a little something for someone you care for and getting to see their happy response is a great thing.. Especially when you see your effort put in is highly appreciated ;)

Anyways, its Easter break and tonight's a Friday night, it is gonna be happening i guess? :P Heading out soon, i gotta get ready and run..

Till then!

My party girl that will never leave me .. hehehe. Lets have fun tonight ;D

Have a great weekend everyone!

Deceiving

2009-04-05T17:52:00.004+10:00

Many many times, we judge things based on what we see, without knowing that at times what we see may not even be the truth. "I Believe In What I See" , some people said. I admit that at times i also act like the above mentioned, its human nature and we can;t help it yeah?

Then i came across this :

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart ...

Hence, it would be better we follow our instinct and trust ourselves at times. What your heart tells you may be more accurate instead of what you see with your eyes.

What about now?
Oh well, listen to your heart ;)

Dedicating the lyrics below to everyone that might have problems that you do not know how to solve, listen to your heart, and see what your heart tells you, follow your heart, you never know how the result may turn out to be :)

Listen To Your Heart

I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get an notion from the look in your eyes...yeah
You've Built a love but that love falls apart
Your little piece of heaven turns to dark

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you
Listen to your heart
There's nothing else you can do
I don't know where your going, and i dont know why
But listen to your heart before
You tell him goodbye

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
The precious moments are all lost in the tide..yeah
They're swept away and nothing is what it seems
The feeling of belonging .. to your dreams

Listen to your heart when hes calling for you
Listen to your heart
Theres nothing else you can do

I dont know where your going, and i dont know why
But listen to your heart before
You tell him goodbye

And there are voices, that want to be heard
So much to mention but you cant find the words
The scent of magic the beauty thats been
When love was wilder..then the wind

Listen to your heart when hes calling for you
Listen to your heart
Theres nothing else you can do
I dont know where your going, and i dont know why
But listen to your heart before
you tell him goodbye

Listen to your heart
I dont know where your going and i dont know why
But listen to your heart before
you tell him goodbye

The lyrics may seemed abit too lovey dovey, or for relationship matters, but thats not my point! hahaha. Love meant so much more than just boy/girl relationship !

I felt that i am slowly growing up, and proud of myself..... :D

Moving On

2009-04-03T14:00:00.005+11:00

Sorry guys, if you have no access to my blog few days back. I closed it down because i was going through emotional downturn and everything i rant in my blog probably does not make sense at all.

After cooling down and thinking carefully, i know i still want to be who i am, it is not easy to transform into someone that is not you. People are going to love you for who you are anyways, don't really have to try to be someone that you are not to please everyone. However, i believe drastic changes in a person may occur after going through many many difficult and painful stages in life. Oh well, this is life, i cannot expect it to be running smooth all the time. Everything happens for a reason, be it good or bad, it is somewhat a lesson for us to grow, indicating that we are a step closer to the real world, the reality. Sadly to say, reality bites. As long as it is not going to kill, it is going to make you stronger.

Sometimes, its better we keep our feelings to ourselves than to show it out. For instance, my parents never assure me that they love me, but deep down i still feel their love and i know they will be there for me regardless of what happens, and i can always turn to them whenever i need them. I am trying to achieve that level with the dear friends that i truly cared about. I may not be there anymore, not that i don;t want to, its just i couldn't, but that does not mean i do not care anymore. Perhaps everyone of us just need a short break to cool down, to think carefully what we really want. I will still be around if anyone of you need me ;)

The close Melbourne friends that i adore much, friendship is priceless ;)

On another note, i am not partying tonight. HAHA! Told Kat that i will be nerding at home and i am going to prove it. Strong determination yeah! :D

Heading out soon to get some important stuff done. Bye Bye!

Love Love

2009-03-29T15:29:00.003+11:00

I am so tired of everything, seriously... too much dramas at times until i do not know how to handle anymore.. However I believe when we lose something , we gain something else in return , confidence is sexay :D

On another note, i really loove cooking and trying out new dishes. Last Wednesday, i tried cooking curry chicken for the darlings based on the recipe my mum left for me. It turned out awesome, Kathryn looved it so much, my sister praised me too. Joseph helped to wash up everything after dinner. HAHA, proud abit ! :D I hope they didn;t lie though !

Vegetables are a must dish for me :)

And this is the curry chicken :D :D ... I purposely snap a picture of it so my mummy can see hehehehe :))

My sister went out today, i'm home alone rushing my Jap assignment that is due tomorrow huhuhu. We are suppose to compose a conversation in Jap language, and it has to be written in Hiragana. Compose a conversation is very easy but having to translate it into Jap is tough! RAAR. Thank god i met this friend in tutorial that is very helpful , helping me every now and then. hehehe thank youu :D

*I'm wondering what to have for dinner tonight, damn lazy to cook :P*

And finally, i am really glad that this girl of mine came into my life, she supports me when shitty stuff happens, stand up and defend me when people are being offensive towards me. Most importantly, we bring sparks and joy into each others' life :D

The two overconfident people! lol. You know i heart you to bits yeah? hehe . xoxo!

Knowledge Is Gold

2009-03-26T15:31:00.004+11:00

Education is so important because it determines our future. Studying and applying what you have studied is even more important as it shows that you understand what you've been learning.

"When returns are low, stop investing, save the money for future better conditions!"
* See if you can link this to something like i do : D *

I'm an economics student and is proud to be one, i enjoy every economics unit that i've done and IS contented with the results that i managed to obtain so far. Sometimes we get too affected with what people say and we thought, "Oh no am i really that bad?" At times like these ignorance is a bliss. Why do we have to care and bother what others say when you know what you are doing is correct? AS LONG AS I AM HAPPY!! A lot of times people tend to attack you and bring you down simply because they were jealous of what you have achieved but they couldn't. We should pity them instead yeah?

On another note, I'm filling alot of my spare time reading nowadays. I desperately need a lot of general knowledge now, to become a better person. lol ;)

Thats all for now, a simple take care may be short but it could mean a lot because it shows that you care. So yeah, to those who are still reading my blog, how have you guys been? Take Care always! :)

Peep A Peep Of Life ...

2009-03-02T00:03:00.006+11:00

Hello fellow readers, thank you for still checking out my blog :) Its been so long since i last updated! I had too much fun in Malaysia that blogging didn't become a priority in my life anymore :P From now onwards will keep it active again though as people in Malaysia are gonna miss me , gotta update them with whats going on with my life here in Melbourne. Speaking about that, i got back like 2 weeks ago, so far everything is good, i've been going out a little too much :P

Uni is starting tomorrow, oh wait i mean today :( I'll be taking Jap language as an elective this semester! HAHAHA, and guess what, maybe its my hair colour or fair skin tone, people actually thought i'm a Jap! ITS A COMPLIMENT ! lol . Therefore, gotta practice my Jap nicely so that i don;t reveal my real identity when i open my mouth huhuhu ... My togetherness partner was mistaken as a Korean though, *wink* ..

I tried on a Kimono when i went for the Osaka Twilight Festival, the girl friend that i haven;t met for 3 years came to Melbourne for visit, she took me there, i was sooo excited !!! :D

Apart from that, sticker photo shoot has been a trend during High School period, we reminisce the past!

SS-ing with Santanto! :D Too bad Yintanto is not around, raaar I missed her ! ;(

The Power of Love = Friendship and Togetherness :D

With my ji mui back in High School . After 3 years of parting, we finally get to reunite :)

We also had a pre-uni clubbing session at CQ Gravity last night, event was called RESCUE. Money collected will be donated to the Bushfire victims. We did goood! lol :P

The night was awesome despite someone got damn damn high and tipsy,

*my world is spinning!!* lol :P

Look at her face, tsk tsk tsk ......

Thats all for now, keep you guys updated soon! :D

Thoughts.

2009-01-27T06:18:00.002+11:00

Hello ! Once again, am back ;)

I always always leave the blog unattended as I was too lazy, keeping the blog for just photo entries can be boring at times :P, plus sharing and revealing too much of my personal feelings or thoughts on the blog is also so not me, i prefer to keep it confidential :)

However, this time around i feel like sharing abit of my thoughts towards love and relationship though. As i was previously reading through a note posted by someone on facebook, it was simply meaningful and really got me thinking ... What type of relationship is more likely to last? First scenario, supposed a girl and a guy met each other at a place, both individuals are already very attracted to each other upon meeting for the first time. They got together in less than a week.. Next scenario, this guy and girl met each other but they did not have feelings for each other, they just hang out as friends where they slowly got closer and one fine day, they realised they were attracted to each other, then only they got together.

So what do you think? I understand that every relationship is different, love at first sight does exist and it does not mean it won;t last either. But for people like me, i cannot bear anymore "too challenging" relationship, therefore the second scenario works more on me. Although i also admit that i might be attracted to someone upon meeting for the first time :P, but i believe this is what we people addressed as "crush" .. How are you supposed to love someone before even getting to know the person yet ? I may be wrong, but guess i am old already, its time to look forward to a more steady relationship rather than going through many trying out relationships and later finding out the guy is actually not right for me, mourning uneccessarily :P Now i get the true meaning of patience through tarot reading, i think? HAHAHA..

Feelings need to be developed slowly, and love is not as easy as it seems, saying "I Love You" is easy, but action speak louder than words. If you really love someone, its the way you portray your love towards your significant other that counts. Love also consist of giving, forgiving and tolerating. Love is only true after you found out all the bad sides of your partner, and is still willing to accept him or her for who they are, finally walking towards marriage and spending the rest of your life together. I also believe, when two people are meant for each other, there is sparks and chemistry between them.., sort of like no matter what things they do together, they will find the thrill in it for doing together :)

Above are just some little views of mine towards love, i've been single for too long, might have different opinions from couples though.. Oh wells, don;t mind me :)

On the other hand, its second day of Chinese New Year, I hereby send my wishes and blessings to those who visit my blog, "KEONG HEE HUAT CHYE" and get more ang paos for those that are celebrating! :))

Goodbye 2008, Hello 2009!

2009-01-05T01:37:00.005+11:00

Its been a while again, ... Life has been good, i am still enjoying Malaysia, especially times sleeping on my bed, and eating goood food :P *Kat says sek sek sek (eat eat eat) is only dedicated to me :(*

Now that year 2008 had ended, I have several thoughts to share :) Year 2008 will be a rather memorable year to me as, I experienced a lot of differences in life, living away from home being one of it, people walking in and out of my life, facing difficulties all alone, making major decisions etc. I've also suffered times of emotional breakdown, but gladly i have great friends that i can turn to, especially the girl friends, they were being supportive at all times, i feel blessed to have them in my life, seriously :) *hugs and kisses to them* I also understand there is no turning back in life, whatever that is meant to happen will happen, there is no way to escape, just feeling a little upset about it though. However, i treasure every single moment that we shared and spent together before.

On another note, other problems that i did not encounter myself but my friends did changed my perspective towards alot of things in life too. What is love? Isn't it supposed to be something beautiful ? But why people fall in love and get hurt in the end.. Sighs.. Oh well guess everyone has to go through challenges in love to find their true love, or rather the right person? I admire the relationship shared by our parents, i really wonder how they managed an urmmm.. 30 over years marriage? I guess responsibilities also played a big part in it yeah ;)

Anyways i was thinking and thinking and i came out with this : It is only going to hurt when you start to care. *It hurts even more when people you care for do not know you care for them, they just won't realise it or even if they did, they push you away*
Sorry, was being emotional :(

On a happier note, Christmas was spent with Kathryn, Yin and new friends that i met, it was awesome. We bought sprays and sprayed all over, managed to have alot of fun despite an incident happened that got all of us so pissed, poor Kathryn, nvm i sayang*.. People can be inconsiderate, enough said. bleh

We had our dinner Xmas dinner at Empress Cafe, The Curve.. Chilled around and took pictures of course :D

The girls, Marshella, Stephanie, Yin, Kathryn and I :)

Merry Xmas! Candid :P

With Yin ;)

As for New Years Eve, spent it and countdown in Jason's friend's place at Desa Park City.. *Jason's another new friend that i met ;)*

Fireworks were sooo beautiful... glad we managed to capture a picture with it. haha, priceless :D *thank u Sheng*

Girlie picturee :)

And groupieee with almost everyone heh ;)

P/s: For more pictures, check facebook :P

Its a new year, meaning a new beginning, i want to live a better life!! Education wise, hope to achieve graduation with distinction average,haha! working hard on it :P , Health wise, always healthy :D, Love wise, no idea, perhaps get to be with the right guy? lol :P Friendship wise, its already there, i looove them, but more bias towards the girls whee :)

THATS ALL, HAPPY NEW YEARR ALL!

Yeen's 21st Birthday loves*

2008-12-10T05:07:00.006+11:00

Hello all ! This is a super backdated post, event had passed for weeks, but laziness conquered me, was lazy to do typing :P .. I was uploading the pictures yesterday but in the end i was too sleepy i went to bed, leaving this entry saved on drafts...

It is 3 am here in Malaysia, 6 am Melbourne time omg. haha.. Was chatting on MSN with Kat a while ago where i told her i was going to bed. However, felt slightly awake after washing the face, hence i am here :D

Back to the past....... On the 22nd of November 2008, we celebrated my childhood friend, Sook Yeen's 21st Birthday at Sunway Hotel . It was a surprise birthday, backdrop of the stage was decorated very nicely to fit the theme. Each of us that presented had to wear a mask and cannot remove it until the Birthday girl guessed correctly who we were. She went OMGGGGGGGGG when she saw me *the mask didn;t really helped in covering my identity lol*, as she probably didn;t expect i will be around, in fact i just got home one night before the big day. hehe, glad that i get to make it to the party :) Also, luckily i have Aik Thai that helped me buy my mask and be my driver that night. haha thank youu !

Anyways i'll let the pictures do the talking. As Yeen was too busy entertaining everyone, most of my pictures don;t include her, haha but that did not stopped me from camwhoring :P

Suk Han and I, met her in the car as Aik Thai fetched both of us to the venue :)

Without mask :)

Wan Ling joined in, another new friend i met , a very friendly girl :D

More camwhoring

Another cute girl that i met that night, hehe.

Finally we have Yeen in our group picture hahaha :D *Her mask is much more special that ours :P*

: ) : )

The trio ;) A slideshow of Yeen was played during that night, i saw a younger picture of us and felt pretty glad that after 16 years our friendship still remains muah* *apparently i'm the only one that didn;t grow alot during puberty , you see the difference of our height!! Zzzzzzzzz!!*

but its all right, we still have to love ourselves for the way we are.. hahaha :D

Camwhoring with Suk Han and Aik Thai while waiting for Yeen to get ready to head to MOS.

After Party @ MOS

Didn;t stayed for long though, as i was still having jetlag.

Before heading home ;)

Thats all for the party.. Yeen! When;s the next meet up for us trio? Haven;t really get to catch up with you guys you know. hahaha. Call me!! I am VERY free :D

Feeling sleepy already, till then! Bye Bye ,..

Mount Dandenong

2008-11-23T21:06:00.005+11:00

The plane i took touched down KLIA on the 21st of November, 8.40 pm,.. Couldn't stop smiling to myself because i finally get to come back to my own comfort zone once again, i really missed sleeping on the big bed i have in my room, and i loove the deco of my room because it has a pink theme, pink makes my mood better and i can have sweeter dreams at night! :D

Daddy was already waiting for us at the arrival hall and big bro came together to fetch us back. First thing we did was stopped at a coffee shop to have supper as i was craving for Hokkien Noodles, the black colour one and "Wat Tan Yin Yong", where the beehoon is deep fried. *slurps*

After that, headed home straight away and the BOI was already waiting by the door, barking to greet us and welcoming us home :) He kissed my lips haha, as i never let my dog touches my face before, "tindakan refleks" made me screamed and he was frightened also i guess. Nevertheless, i still love him la :D

Had a warm shower before i went to bed. As my room was short of alot of toiletries, i walked in and out of my sister's room, ordering her to get stuff ready for me. My sister said just because u need to shower, you have to make everyone so busy taking this for you, taking that for you. Oh wells, haven't been a princess in a while, of course must pamper myself, just kidding haha. I know my mum had been doing alot of cleaning and packing for me while we were in Melbourne, without her, i really wonder how am i gonna pack all my stuff, and vacate the apartment myself, bond will confirm be deducted like crazy. lol. Also, i am very thankful that i have great friends in Melbourne that helped me out during this period of time, you guys know who you are, thank you so so much, and i'm really very grateful ;)

On another note, I met up with the other Ming and my partner in crime Kathryn Soo one day before i head back to KL. We were so smart, didnt check the weather forecast and drove all the way to Mt Dandenong on a rainy day. The sky was soo misty, almost knocked a car for twice -_- .. Nevertheless, we get to try Pies in Pie In The Sky and the famous scones from Miss Marple, the scones were different from the normal scones we eat, they were delicious, but we were too full to finish all of them, so Ming finished for us :P

Partners in crimeS :)

With Ming ;)

Ming brought 2 other friends along which happens one of them is my sister;s friend;s friend that all of them sort of know each other. haha, the world is small :)

Yi Rui, Ai Tert, Kathryn and I :)

The jam and cream that serves together with scones..

Kat doing her favourite thing :P

:):)

The famous scones ..

heehee :D

Too bad they don;t do take away services!

Anyways thats all for now, gonna shower and get ready for dinner outside, family dinner :P

P/s: Yeen's 21st Surprise Bday Party up next!

2008-11-15T01:17:00.002+11:00

Post Exam Activities.

Hello all! I am back :)

Finally, exams are over. It went on for quite a long period of time as compared to all my friends, as they finished much more earlier than me. After the third paper, i had exactly 1 week break before the last paper, but it did not give me more inspiration to study though, looking at my friends that were already enjoying themselves while i still have to bury myself in books and lecture notes, it certainly did not feel good at all. Therefore, i don't expect a very high grade for the last paper anymore.. haha , excuse :P Oh wells, at least its all over now , i;ll be back in Malaysia in 1 week's time.. hehe, simply cannot wait to see everyone back home , and of course the BOI that i've long missed :D

Anyways, my friends were rather considerate, haha! As Seing Wan was gonna leave for New Zealand on Friday, we need a gathering and as well as a farewell for her before she leaves. I'm glad they plan to have it on Wednesday night, which was after my exams so i was able to make it, i felt sooo looved. haha. Steamboat was goood, brought back memories that we previously had, which was earlier this year.. *Someone spilled soya milk on my chair and i went arhhhh, Eugene remembered -_-*

We had another steamboat gathering this evening, but it was made by ourselves. hehe. Went all the way to Springvale in the morning to get the stuff, it was much cheaper and urm more variety, I like the fishpaste that tasted like "otak-otak", yumm :) The "Ma Lat" soup base was VERY delicious as well, but some of the guys couldn;t take it. HAHAHAHAHA.. :P

Pictures we took , enjoy.

Girls with my mum. If you don;t already know, oh yes, my mum has been here with me for 3 weeks already. HAHAHA! Had good food all the way througout my exam period, no wonder i didn;t lose weight despite being stressed -_-

The guys that came today

All the girls. All of us are hot and demure okay! heehee :D

Everyone , without flash .

Everyone, with flash.

On another note, we celebrated Ming's 20th Birthday last Wednesday, just one day before he head back to Malaysia.. AS HE HAS TO GO BACK SO SOOON, despite having exams, me and my partner in crime KATHRYN SOO still made an effort to be there for him.. The birthday cake was a surprise though, and i think he was surprised by the surprise, like seriously because he probably never thought we were such nice people lol :P

Birthday boy

Thats all folks!

More pictures will be uploaded in facebook soon :)

I'll be going to Bridge Road tomorrow, time to grab some sleep so i'll have enough energy to shop for cheap goods the next day !!!! :D

TOOOODLES!

2008-10-28T03:02:00.003+11:00

Pre-exam Update..

Sorry for the disappearance again...Just 1 more day to go, and exams officially commence for me. Sighs, been busy studying Business in Asia these few days, gosh its kinda tough to cram all 12 weeks lecture notes into the brain. My memory seemed to fail me too, keep forgetting what i studied and memorized. raaar!

This is just a short update. I'm feeling horrible, devastated and super disappointed in stuff.. Speaking up is still tough, i admit i am a coward at times. Tend to linger on to something that has changed.. It makes no sense at all,.. Hence, I am out and will run away... However, i still consider myself lucky for having friends that stood by me during all my hard times. I heart them to bits :)

On the brighter side, received a zip file from my big brother this evening with a collection of My Boi's pictures. He just got his fur trimmed. I thought he looked uglier! haha poor thing , my bro should have brought him to a more professional groomer. eeeek!

Hmm but he's still him, and his personality does not change, still as loyal as before, and as adorable as before. Everybody loves him :D OMG just few more weeks and home i go ! I can't wait to meet everyone back there, and as well as meeting up with my close Melbourne friends back in Malaysia, the feeling is gonna be so different! hahas!

Time for some sleep, need to get up earlier tomorrow to finish up the last important chapter, and final revision before the paper... Hopefully my memory does not fail me :(

NightS!

P/s: Goood Luck to those who are sitting for finals :D

2008-10-15T00:59:00.008+11:00

President's Birthday...

Alot of people's birthday fall on the month of September and October. Just 2 Saturdays away we celebrated Eugene's Birthday, and last Saturday we celebrated our very own Malaysian Society President Mr Mak Wae Lern's birthday.. It was a be-earliered one though, simply because his birthday falls during exam period which is kind of sad. haha!

Anyways, the main organisers of the birthday party were Jeanie and Seing Wan. I helped a bit by being the messenger :P It was a surprise visit to his house, everyone of us gathered at Glen Huntly train station at 7 o'clock in the evening and later met up with Zu Yi who opened the main entrance gate for us. All of us were forbidden from making noise. Everyone quietly walked towards his apartment. Right after, Zu Yi knocked on his apartment door and said "ROOM SERVICE!!"... I forgot it was Jeanie or Seing Wan who opened the door because they couldn;t get Mak Wae Lern the lazy bum to open the door. But anyhow, i think he was still surprised after all. He better!, as he saw everyone of us walking into his apartment one by one, and then screamed "SURPRISEE!!" .... :D

Thats all, pictures will do the talking!

The husband and wifeee :)

He was saying eyy you two girls sit on my bed and take picture with me, sounds so wrong! Like as if Seing Wan will mind.. HAHAHAHAHA.... :P

Since its wrong to have just two girls, Eugene and Mak's wife joined in tooo :)

Kathryn's facebook comment states that Ming looking overly happy in the picture above.. lol.. And his reply was birthday surely happy what, takkan your bday you cry?! ... Sooo sarcastic...zzzz!

Forced a hairband on his head! heehee :)

Oh and my nose looked sharp in this picture hahahahahah :P

Acting bimbo and pulling it off really well! hahaha ;P

"Sa Yi" enjoying the slap from "Gong Gong".. hahahaha.. *inside joke of our moonlight resonance family heehee*

The debate in my facebook album started simply because Eugene claimed that this picture is nice because he is in it... *check out my facebook album, its like a chatroom inside already -_-*

Seing Wan and I .. :)

Chocolate cake from Michel's Patisserie

brother and sister. and they are blood related ok. ahhaaaaa...

Zu Yi said the 3 of us girls can be ornaments already, because we will always be around even when the picture dun need us. hahaha.. :P

With more peopleeeee ;)

Okay, so the 3 of us got kicked out of the picture because we are not part of the Malaysian Society Committee.. :( :( :(

Drinking game started with Vodka and JD Whisky...

Everybody cheeers!

My partner in crime and I, as always ahahha :) We are obsessed with mirrors! lol

posing with seing wan's cow soft toys! haha

one more!

When everyone was tipsy after the drinking session....

They were not tipsy though, because mak wae lern cannot drink at all, so both of them didn;t drink at last hahaaaaaa XD

With Harvey :)

With Harvey and Jia Rou... and Harvey looking "lansi".. lol!

Posers!

How can exclude me when posing for camera?? *shy* ..

Took this picture while waiting for the train to go home.. I loove the lighting effects of this picture because it makes my hair colour look nice. hahaha :D

Yup and thats all for now.. Check out facebook for more pictures.. I'm going to sleeep.. Since i only have classes in the evening, i shall study MDA after i wake up... My eyes cannot open anymore, sleeping time! ToodleS!!

2008-10-09T15:01:00.004+11:00

Backdated Picnic Post :)

As promise! :D

Picnic at Fitzroy Garden was fun despite the cold weather. Although there was sunshine, but i could still feel the breeze.. *shivers*

The girls made chilli tuna sandwiches, while Joseph made us Lemon pie/pudding, it was really delicious because i love anything with a little pastry :P *fruit tart, hint hint!*

Janice holding her sour tape. haha!

Cheryl biting her worm jellybean ..

Kathryn Soo and her Mummy snack.

The girls i love :))

The guys that made themselves available because the girls want to picnic. lol.

Cheryl tai ga cheh :D

I like the tone of these 2 pictures above and below... It gives me more Autum feel than Spring though hehe.

WAHAHAHA someone doing her hair , not ready for picture yet :P

Beautiful flowers behind captured our attention :D

Shadow picture... Guess who is who :P

I'm off for a nap.. Almost collapsed in class today because i didn;t have proper sleep again last night. As much as i want to sleep, my throat and cough just couldn;t fail bothering me. I don;t know what time i slept in the end, and have to force myself out of bed this morning because i cannot afford to miss Business in Asia tutorial anymore. haha. I thought i'll be getting back my assignment today but Oh wells, the tutor said he'll only be distributing them back to us next week. Sigh! On the brighter side, at least i took down a couple of notes today during the tute, which i can conclude its a productive tutorial after all. hehe.

P/s: I realised my mid sem break was spent very healthily..... HAHAHAHA :P *except the last activity though hohoho :D*

Signing off,

Buh Bye!

2008-10-07T16:22:00.016+11:00

And 1 week passes just like that......

Despite the fact that holidays was only for a short period of time, but i guess i still did made full use of it after all! Unlike last semester, mid semester break was spent emo-ing at home because MRM was due after holidays. eeek!

However, i speak as if i don;t have anymore assignments due. haha actually there are 2 more... MDA mini assignment due on Thursday and another IB presentation next Tuesday... But at least i still have time. heehee :D Speaking about IB, i got back my assignment that is worth 35% today. Got a Distinction :) But i would be happier if the tutor gave me a HD. Oh wells, is not like i put damn alot of effort in it, plus i only managed to complete it on the due date itself, so i should feel contented with my grade already. He gave me a goood feedback though! Whee :P

Anyways, i guess i did mentioned in my previous entry that i'm gonna post up picnic pictures. However, i'm more excited about posting up Tulip Festival pictures because tulip farm was simply very beautiful. Hence, picnic pictures up later, but you can always visit Kathryn's blog first, if eager :P Go to my links and click Wei San :D

I haven;t seen so many different colours of Tulips before in my life. Like Ming said, we only see Lavender or Sunflower farms in dramas, but never in real life. Therefore, our visit this time was VERY worth it and meaningful :) *dunno who woke up at 6am and went back to sleep, in the end cannot wake up and join us and miss the fun..sigh.. . lol*

I managed to bug Ming to buy me a Tulip heeeheee :P *Its oh so beautiful right, but i looked at it just now, its gonna die soon :S*

All rights, below are the pictures we took at Tulip Farm. Enjoy! :D

At the entrance !
Look, thats June behind! :P

Because it is a one way street, so we were pointing pointing :P

June and I.

breathtaking.....

Home of the Tulip Festival ^^

Very beautiful pink tulips :)

Mr Dwarf was soo miserable so i went up to entertain him :P

Beautiful flower pictures captured by Ming. I have to admit he has better camera skills than me. I only know how to camwhore :P

Wheee :P

Soo Holland feeel ...

I'm a poser blek ;P

Liliane and I

Mushrooom!

Yay and i finally met Seing Wan later on...

Liliane stole my limelight here.... hahaha

First group picture. But not with everyone yet though..

Ming Kim is the odd one out! haha

With Edwin

Another group picture simply because we found the log very amusing ...

Shit i am still on the ground... zzzz... *I have to, need to jaga image :P*

Colourful tulips..

haha i dunno who is who.. I only can recognise me and June's pumps.. lol

Enjoying myselff heeeheee

Some ornament . lol

Wanted to pose more sexily but obviously we failed... -_-

Got punched by Mak Wae Lern -_- First take i didn;t get the feel, so we took another one below..
hahaha more like it right!

Lets be cats ..

With Jeanie Mak, Wae Lern's sista.,. hehe ..

Harvey says this is a nice picture of all of us. lol *but i think cos he looked good thats why. bleh :P*

Patriotic Malaysians!

Nice background yeah!

Girls acting cuteee :P But June doesn;t have to act, she's already cute, like small girl :P

Sea Win joined in, because she got long hair too, can pose like us. haha :D

Love this colour tooo..

Mak Wae Lern layans me, and he stole my limelight urgh.. By the way, both shades don;t belong to us though. We pinjam-ed to camwhore -_-

A more normal picture of me. haha

I looove this picture alot too.. Very pretty yellow colour tulips :) And my hair, with the wind effect. haha

Me and my pink tulip :)

I felt humiliated because Ming laughed so hard knowing that i was standing on a rock or something but i was still shorter than him zzzz

Look at Seing Wan ! *wink*

Finally a group picture with everyoneeeee while waiting for the bus. Trip was a success and conclusion is Sea Win can be a goood tour leader :))

Thats all for now, i'm gonna go get some sleep. I had a hard time sleeping last night as my cough was bothering me.. urghhhh.. 9 am class this morning some more. It was hard dragging myself out of bed plus today;'s weather is rather cold as well.. All rights, ciao!

2008-10-02T03:17:00.013+10:00

Beach It Out ~

As mentioned in previous entry, I went to the beach this afternoon.. The weather was fine, slightly windy but temperature was bearable, so we managed to have a great time in the beach..!! By the way, the beach we visited was Chelsea Beach, took the Frankston route by train though.. :)

It was really fun, i looove the soft sand and gosh our camwhore sessions was the longest ever. *heehee, go Ball also never capture so many pics :P*

As my mum was soo excited to see my beach pictures, here they are ! :D

I'll let the pictures do the talking :)

Had lunch at Soba Restaurant before heading to the Beach.

On the way to the beach, we spotted these beautiful purple flowers, so , captured memories definitely!

Arrived :))

Me and Kat forced the others to take pic of us running, or rather walking to the sea.. haha :P

Candid shot

The beach is lovelyyyyy .. Me likey :P

haha dunno who was holding my camera,..

Me taking picture of Kat while she took my picture -_-

We brought shades.. :D

muah muah muah*

Joseph took many different angles, hence soo many pictures! heehee

Tze Xian joined in laters

Soaking feet in the sea... heh.

Feet on soft sand..

Right after, it was posing time!! :P

Peace !

I don;t know why was i soo excited though, haha

Janice remembered to bring a mat today.. hehe

see my hair?? hahaaaaaa :P

still posinggg

Finally, a group pictureee

The Guys' privilege later on ... *lucky them :P*

Janice

Kathryn Soo

Tze Xian..

And of course Yi Ling too . hehe

Joseph's turn right after. ..

Kat looking damn adorable here don;t you think sooo , with the cap.. ahaha.. :P

Posing with Eugene's spectacles.. haha :D

Kat call this Starfish pose. lol

:))

Jumping pose is a must when you go to the beach apparently. hahaaaa but i look damn retarded -_-

We spotted a puppy thats so cute that we have to take picture with it .. heehee :P

Awww sooo cute, its a female though! hehe

Joseph and emo kid.. lol

Walking back to meet up with Janice thats sitting on the mat, looking after our bags.. hehe

I loove the beach.

There was a playground nearby. Spotted the swing, so must take picture.. ahha :P

Shit its late. hahaaaa. Won't be going anywhere tomorrow so it doesnt matter. I will sleeep all the way until i feel like waking up ... And then i will head to the library to print some Business in Asia readings. Have to start hardcore study sooon, really soon. I promise! XD

P/S: Those pictures posted above are not all, please visit my facebook albums for more ! :))

I better go grab my beauty sleep. Till then, picnic pictures up next! :D

2008-09-30T20:20:00.007+10:00

Meaningful Saturday ..

Initial plan was to visit Tulip Farm last Saturday.. However a friend got sick last minute, so trip was canceled. I stayed back at home to watch my newly downloaded Lam Fung series called The Four. Although my friends said the show is rather fake, how can a wooden wheel chair have weapons flying out and stuff like that, but i don't care, as long as there's Lam Fung and Ron Ng I'm gonna participate in it :D

Right after, i saw Juniee June online and we decided to head to the city together with Liliane for lunch. Lunch was spent at Dae Jeong Gum, a korean restaurant located in Chinatown. The seafood pancake was rather delicious, we didn't order BBQ though, as they thought it'll be too heaty for me. haha, thoughtful friends i have ;) So in the end, it was seafood and mushroom hotpot :D

yummmy :P

Me and Jia Rou.. She's from CHS too, one year my junior and apparently she saw me walking around in school alot last time. I told her its probably because i "ponteng" to the toilet alot. haha

June and Liliane.

We later walked around the city to kill time, as i have to meet up with another group of friends in the evening :)

Camwhoring with our legs. hahaaaa Oh no June got thinner legs than me :(

If you haven't already noticed, I dyed my hair and i'm loving the new me :)))

*Janice say i lost my innocence though, lol but she reckon it is a good change :D*

Lovely hats for lovely people..

Like a superstar, June said. hahaaa. Still short of a flowery dress though..

Liliane and I, while waiting for June ...

Jeanie, Mak Wae Lern's sister. heehee. Bumped into Wae Lern, the sis and Seing Wan at Bourke Street Mall. They have a birthday party to attend and they bought flowers.. So i made her take a picture with the beautiful flowers :)

Later at night,,, we celebrated Mr Eugene's 19th Birthday .. so young -_- .. zzz.

Anyways, bought the birthday cake from Michel's Patisserie, and then headed to his apartment to surprise him with the birthday cake when we got signals from Cheryl and Ming that were supposed to be actor and actress that night. lol

TADAAAAAAA! bIRTHdaY boy and his Birthday Cake. ;)

Girls and the birthday boy...

Joseph joined in.

As usual, partner in crime :)

Groupieeee

Kat and her pout

:))

Pei Wen went to the Royal Melbourne Show and won a penguin. So we took the opportunity to play with it plus capture some memories. haha

Red Devil hohoho :P

With Ming ..

Made Eugene a red devil too. heehee :D

We later had dinner together at a restaurant that i forgotten its name. Nevermind. I spotted Pei Wen's Spongebob so i camwhored with it as well. heehee

Ming Kim became a mannequin and that was Ming's hand being an ornament -_-

He just won't leave me alone to have a decent picture with spongebob -_-

GRRRR

Ming Kim and I :)

And thats all folks!

Royal Melbourne Show and Picnic pictures coming up soon, laterss !!

I'm heading to the beach tomorrow... finally! YAHOOOOOO! :D

*But no bikini nor swim wear la, so cold, wear what bikini or swimming costume la, later freeze to death.. zzzzzz*

2008-09-22T23:03:00.004+10:00

BBQ Gathering.

Last Friday, a bbq gathering was held at my apartment because everyone haven't been seeing each other for a long time. It was time to meet, so me and PW planned and finally, we went to get the stuff on Friday afternoon with the help from Ming Kim, Graco and Marcus.. They became our labour so we don't have to carry those heavy plastic bags. haha! Thanks :D

The weather last Friday was crazy, we experienced 4 season in 5 minutes i would say. At one moment, it was windy and the weather was still fine. Suddenly we saw lightning thunder and it started raining heavily, with storm hail :S Couple of minutes later, the rain and storm hail stopped, the sun came out! I saw the rainbow tooo ! awWww .. Oh wells, Melbourne weather :)

We were lucky that it did not rain anymore later at night. So bbq was a success ! The guys helped a lot in bbqing the food for everyone. Thanks again!

Overall gathering was good, it was fun, i had a great time fooling around and making noises. Ming said I'm "paria" because i was being too hyper, laughing non stop -_- Apart from that, we played MAFIA too, and i got killed by Marcus because none of the doctors healed me. huhuhu :(

Pictures time! Enjoy ..

YAM SENGGGG :D

We took this opportunity to celebrate for MAK WAE LERN because he won the PRESIDENT position in Malaysia Society , while Eugene got the Activities Officer position. Is it? *correct me if i'm wrong , heehee*

Then Wae Lern says girls that want to take picture must wear the cone hats too. Hence... :)

The loving couple :))

My partner in crime and I :)

Partner in crime's baby and I . lol.

zzzzzzzzzz

The posers are behind :P

Seing Wan and I

I don;t think i look older than them although i call them "sai lous".. haha :D

Another adorable couple. heh

I wonder what i Joseph looking at *wink*

The guest star hand is wae lern's -_-

:))

Ming Kim

Dai Ga Cheh and her "leng"... hehe ..

All rights, time to shower and start of with my online test for MDA zzzz..

p/s: For more pictures, check out facebook albums! :)

Ciao.

2008-09-21T22:09:00.002+10:00

安静了

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里

梦想中属于我们的婚礼

却成了单人结婚进行曲

在这场爱情脚里的拔河里爱我还是爱你

你选择了自己

撒娇的可爱的女人的爱哭的

照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的

如今我还在原地你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没

你害怕幸福短崭一秒就崩落

分开是一种解脱　让你好好的想我

我想要的那片天空　你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什么

分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑

爱情是一道伤口

我们各自苦痛

什么是我最后温柔

是因为我太爱你

P/s: My idol S.H.E released their new single.. It touches my heart, and i am quite sure its composed by Jay Chou .. Correct me if i'm wrong . The lyrics is so sad :(

2008-09-19T02:08:00.003+10:00

Of Randomness..

HELLOOOOOOO!!! I know its been a while since i last blogged.. Last two weeks have been really busy for me as i have assignments due one after another. 2 major assignments due in 2 consecutive weeks, and i have another International Marketing assignment due next Wednesday. However, its a group work, s0 it does not make me feel all so tensed up heehee,,.. *probably because i have Boss Mak that i can count on, just in case i made errors, he can correct me before we hand in the assignment :P*

I'll be working on Malaysia's cultural issues again .. The units I'm taking this semester seem to be related somehow. Business in Asia, International Marketing and International Business. I really hope I can achieve good grades again this semester so i won't let my parents down. haha. Oh wait, i'm studying for myself, not them. I'm finally learning to understand the fact that we study hard is for our own good, its self-actualisation, some desires that you want to achieve and when you actually achieve it, you will feel great about yourself. Self-esteem boost up right away! :D Prior in achieving it, a lot of motivation is needed though ..Rar, need to get myself focus on studies !

However, another part of me just want to get some rest as life has been REALLY hectic until i eventually fall sick :( ... Luckily i am all goood again today after taking panadols and having enough sleep :) *bedtime song works too heehee wink* I haven;t been heading out for quite some time... Missed Chaddy's VIP Sale as well. Thats so sad because most of my friends went ..sighs!

All rights, enough of ramblings.. Lets move on to something else..Nothing much had happened lately though.. But i'm updating the blog for the sake of updating it so it won't be dead :D

This is my second attempt in frying pancakes ! The colour looked better this time, at least it is golden. The first time was a failure because it wasn't salty enough plus a few pieces got burnt -_- . This time it tasted just nice . I'm so proud ! haha :D

I forgotten when but Abang Ming came over to copy Moonlight Resonance *Everyone gets it from me lol* from me. I was being kind, so i cooked us dinner.

Oriental Style Spaghetti. He did not leave any feedbacks after eating, so i assume it wasn't delicious :(

Few days back, i tried another new recipe. My grandmother used to cook us the "Wanton Mee" noodles with her self-implementation sauce. I was shopping at Asian Grocery the other day till i spotted the thin noodles packet that resembled the "Wanton Mee Noodles".. Hence, i told myself i will be cooking my grandmother's recipe tonight heehee :D

The outcome was gooood. I like the gravy, it tasted just like the grandmother's recipe. As a result, i learnt another new dish. Feeling happy again :))

Last Sunday was MoonCake Festival.. I was lucky that my aunt asked me out, or i'll miserably spent it at home, all alone :( We met up for lunch at Crown, Jin Ling joined us too.

Cousins ~

The wind was so strong,,... No matter how nice i comb my hair, at the end of the day it will still be all messy. Raar, give up already!

My relatives were being thoughtful. Each of them gave me a mooncake while i went empty handed.. OMGosh. I feel bad. haha!

I'm keeping them for picnic !! :D

As i said, i was sick yesterday.. I don;t know but i guess i was nicely trained already, i don;t cry when i fall sick anymore. Because i know even if i do, nobody can help me and i will be wasting my tears. haha. I took the effort to make myself some soup and spaghetti.

Healthy :))

Today, Wei Siang came over to pay us a visit.. He dragged me into some camwhore sessions with his camera. Failed miserably.. Only one or two pictures looked nice, and they're in his camera. Nvm, i will get from him laters. haha.

This is taken by my camera though.. Don;t worry you don;t look that bad.. Still "cute" la.. *ahem, cough cough* HAHAHAHAHA... :P

Okayssss, time for some Moonlight Resonance before i sleeep.. Finally get to relax tonight .. Phewwwww!

Nighty!! Sweet dreams!! :)

2008-09-05T22:16:00.003+10:00

Because I am So Bored...

HelloOoo! I had a very early dinner tonight, ate from 6 all the way till 8.30 pm, at Janice and Kat's apartment. People that went include Shuet Zin, KC, MinNi, Joseph and I. They made Hot and Spicy steamboat , yummylicious because i looove steamboat with lots of vege, golden mushrooms, all kinds of balls heehee, the soup tasted sooo good towards the end, we can;t stop drinking :P Because the vege and balls are spicy, Coke became a good companion, one bite of fishball, one sip of Coke,.. thats why i'm burping so much now, haha, alot of gas in the stomach.. burp~~ *Excuse me! i know its damn UNglam :P*

And BECAUSE i haven;t put on my skirts for a very very long time...

I decided to be feminine today! hahaha :D Without leggings some more, damn cold when i was walking home just now -_- ... Its supposingly Spring already! zzzz.. However the journey from Janice's place to my place is quite short, so it didn;t kill. haha :D

On another note, i am supposed to do research on my Business in Asia assignment and start working on it sooon because it is due on MONDAY.. But our lecturer was soo kind, she extended the due date till Thursday whee :P More time for me to procastinate actually, which is not soo goood after all o_O

After BIA, IB assignment is due the following Monday.... sighssssss so stress la, i cannot foresee myself out having fun anymore :( *can;t wait till semester break heehee*

Oh thats me doing my favourite thing. hahaha! :D

Good thing about my apartment is that they provide long mirror for me to camwhore in the toilet. hahaha :P

I cooked Tom Yam fried noodles the other day.. The egg looked yum right! hohoho*

I was pondering if i should put up this picture of myself. haha but in the end i did. I'm okay with sharing my ugly side with people one :))) By the way, drinking herbal soup because i need more concentration this weekend, to do assignment .. :(

Gotta gooo, shower.

Toodles!

2008-08-31T18:38:00.005+10:00

Its Merdeka ...

31st August marks the National Day of Malaysia, we were free from British colony since 1957. Hmm so by right we are celebrating our 51st year of freedom ..haha. I've never been so patriotic in my life before ! If i was back home in Malaysia, most likely you'll catch me watching the tv or even just sleeping soundly in my room. haha!

However, Merdeka this year is a lil different. There were 2 Merdeka events held in 2 clubs in the city of Melbourne.. One was held in Gravitti but i went to The Exchange Hotel's event. Being patriotic is an excuse or rather a cover up, we just want to go out and have some fun during the weekend :P

Partner in crime and I .. haha. Heading to the destination by train.. The wind was blowing so hard yesterday that i kept saying i need a guy, WITH A CAR to fetch me and my girls around,so we don;t have to run under the extreme wind that blows our nicely combed hair -_- . *joking though heehee, i don;t rush in getting guys wan :P *

Tze Xian *Innocent girl that mind's gonna get polluted by us sooner or later :P* and Janice.

The venue was supposed to be held in Syn Bar,,, However there was a last minute change of location hence we went to Exchange Hotel in the end..

While waiting for the others.. :)

Girlsss.. Milicent is soo tall !

Right after we got our coats kept. heh

Muah*

Tze Xian and I :)

With KC,.. torn among the roses, or is he even the torn *wink*.. haha XD

Met some friends from Monash as well...

Pictures can be deceiving ! I was only borrowing KC's beer to pose.. And only drank a few sips the most okayyyyyy .. haha :D

Kat ;)

We were supposed to camwhore here and I was holding the camera.. Somehow i didn't managed to capture myself -_-

Milicent and I, plus KC;s beer. hahaaa :D

Janice mummy :))

lovessssss ***

la la la la la..

More groupieee..

The girls that brought me lots of loove and care this semester, i feeel belonged :)) *hugsss*

:)))

On another note, i did some crazy stuff with June and Liliane today....! It was damn interesting and fun, inspiring alsoo, made me go all soo hyper in Crown Bakery, can't stop laughing. HAHA :P

Okayssss, i'm off for some sleeeep. Freaking tiredddd :(

TATA!

2008-08-29T17:19:00.004+10:00

Chocolate Night!

Samantha was here in Melbourne last weekend. As i haven;t seen her for the longest time, i told Zu Yi i will make itup for her no matter what..! So yeah, meet up was in Max Brenner, Melbourne Central. It was all about chocolate, i was looking at the menu for a long time, didn't know what to order. heh. But in the end, we ordered a waffle, and 3 hot chocolate :))

HELPians must be wondering, eh you both still friends ah. lol.. :P OH YES WE ARE. And who cares what happened in the past.. At least we are both happy with our lives now :D

Melting chocolate on waffle tasted soooo goooood,.. *slurps*

Zu Yi is very playful hahaha :P *The limelight here is not Sammy but Zu Yi's fingers -_-*

My cup of limited edition ONLY FOR WINTER dark-orange thick hot chocolate... Its too filling though .. -_-

Candid shots!

Oh i really liked Zu Yi's expression here.. HAHAHAHAHA.. soo cute right :P

lalala ..

VERY COINCIDENTALLY, a friend that Sammy's brother Eric was supposed to meet,, also happens to be my friend., junior from High School.. haha. CHS-ians are everywhere in Australia ;)

Say hie to Hui Zhi.. :)

Sammy's leng chai brother. *cough cough* that rated me a 7.5/10 only.. so sadddd .. :(

It was a pity that we didn;t get to meet up the next day as Sammy was sick.. But the gathering the night before was really fun, its great that we can still talk and gossip a lot after not seeing each other for years. lol ..

Okie, time for me to go.. Laters!

2008-08-24T00:39:00.003+10:00

NO ITS NOT TOO LATE.

HelllOooo! This entry will be specially dedicated to my little sister that is a few thousand miles away from me :D

I know its a little later here in Melbourne already, but we are Malaysians, we follow Malaysian time !!!!! So its still not too late to post up a birthday post for her, yet, i hope ! hahaha :D

So she was out for the whole day today, busy having fun i supposed, i can't even reach her through her cell. But its all okay, i guess she already knows her sister is the sweetest sister on earth,.. haha.. You know why! Go ask her, i lazy elaborate and self praise :P

To me, my family ALWAYS come first, including my sister of course. Therefore, regardless of what happens, I WILL and ALWAYS stand by my sister and give her my full support. I don't normally use the word hate, but if someone is going to hurt my sister, i swear i will hate him or her !

Also, i really thought my sister has all the good qualities, she's hot *freaking long legs, i jealous*, she's adorable, she's pretty, she's kind to all her friends, she's doing well in her studies *but i'm a little smarter though hohoho :P* .. She totally deserves to be treated well by others. Whoever that does not know how to appreciate her is their loss , too bad! All she needs is to be more confident about herself and stop thinking pessimisticly.. *haha, please change, everything's possible okay, nothing's impossible /gg*

Anyways,

HAPPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!! :D

Make a wish and tell yourself that it will come true, then most likely it'll come true, i guess? HAHA :P

OMG I really feeeeel like going for Fahrenheit's concert in November but why laaa they have it in early Nov. sigh sigh sigh. I wanna see Wu Chun laa :( Ooops! That was totally random and unrelated .. hee.

I better sleep early tonight and start working on my Business in Asia assignment sooon.

Toodles!

2008-08-21T20:11:00.010+10:00

Its All About Ball And Picturesss :D

I'm tooo lazy to type, so just let the pictures do the talking okays! :)

By the way, Monash International Students Ball was held in Hilton On The Park Hotel, the ballroom was quite small, and there weren't a lot of performance other than magic show and more magic show. However, the atmosphere fit the theme Illusion though. Overall it was quite fun, despite the fact that i spilled champaigne on myself, damn "un-glam" -_-

First thing we arrived, check ourselves out in the mirror :P *Yun Jee doing her dress behind, haha, sorry girl i very lazy to photoshop you away lol :P*

P/s: My hair was done my Janice and Tze Yeen . Thank you girlsss ! *sending flying kisses*

The washroom was quite a great place to take pictures ! haha Tze Yeen by the way!

Girls, Tze Yeen, Shuet Zin, Mua, MiNni and Yun Jee

Yun Jee is so talll , i jealous :P

MinNi is sooo pretty .. Me likey her hair :D

I'm a "Romantic Princess" Wannabe :D But the better version of course . lol .

Camwhoring with the innocent girl hahaha :D

Pei Wen and I , matching coloursss :P

Finally, the people from my table arrived...

Seow Hui, my hot chiq Kat, Janice mummy and I :)

Toilet break and we ended up you know.... HAHAHA..

and 1 is soo not enough!

Janice loook so elegant :)

Kat and KC..

I looove this pictureee. Girlsss posing like Miss Malaysia. HAHAHA :P

*but obviously Kat won because she had a big tiara on her head hahaha, i'm more humble, 1st runner-up only :P*

With Erica :)

AND this is my favourite picture of the night. Its sooo sweeet right :D :D /gg

Joseph, Me and Sam :)

Big Family :))

Tiara girlssssss :D

With Seow Hui

Main Course, roasted chicken with goat cheese as filling.. I didn;t know it was goat cheese until Joseph read from the menu and i went all ewwwww and stopped eating after that hahaha ..

Table nicely decorated :)

Cheeers .......

Managed to capture a photo with my high school mates Catherine and Jasmine :)

MISB 2008 =D

Older or younger brother? hee

I like this picture tooo :)

Kat and I always layan each other in camwhoring hahahaha :D *partner in crime*

Oh we looove our dessert :))

Back home , all tired and exhausted. heh

P/S: If you didn;t get enough, there are still alot of pictures in my facebook albums. Check them out there :)

Also, pictures of the AFTER PARTY will be up sooon, ... laters!!! :D

I have to go remove my clothes from the dryer with a torch because the lightings DIED once again..... -_-

BYEEEEEEEE !

2008-08-19T19:45:00.002+10:00

I'm getting old -_-

So i haven't been blogging for a while. Sorry! Last weeek was a very very busy week for me,..! Apart from falling ill, there was also Monash International Students Ball to attend. It was like a massive event for me and the girls that we were soo looking forward to it! We even had pre-ball session to try out our hairstyle, make up etc. haha! Janice cooked us very very yummylicious chicken curry too. *slurps*

After class on Thursday, we headed to the city to get accessories, fake eye lashes, hair spray and the very important eye mask because we need to have beautiful eyes on the ball night itself heehe. My hot chiq also got her last minute dress from a boutique. HAHA! Man it was soo exhausting, but at least we had fun taking a lot of pictures during ball. They will be up soon ! Or just check out my facebook albums :)

As for now, i'm gonna show off my "report card" again :P

Dinner on Sunday was herbal chicken soup with "mee sua" cooked by mua :P... We had additional dish too, which is deep fried prawns prepared by Pei Wen and of course green vegetables that i can't live without. haha :D

Close up of the "mee sua" ..... :D

AND FOR TODAY, i boiled onion and mushroom souppppp :))

Nutritioussss! hahaaaaaa XD

Now that ball is over, there is no more event to look forward to anymore ,.. Assignments are piling up. Haven;t been getting enough sleep nowadays , I'm glad IM group assignment is done, but have to rush MDA mini assignment tonight :S

MONASH IS SERIOUSLY MAKING PPL AGE FASTER.. I need to buy more face mask and eye mask !!!! Because with the amout of workload we have, i doubt i get to sleeep early every night :(

I need bird's nest :)))))) Someone please buy me some and boil for me hehehe :D

Seeee, my face has flaws :(

I look like above with foundation and powder. If without, i will look very lifeless and tired :( But don;t worry , i won;t post up any pictures like those to scare people off. HAHAHA.

Dinner Time!

BYE BYEEEEEE :D

2008-08-09T17:55:00.008+10:00

My Friday's Awesome.

Janice's brother and friend came to Melbourne for a visit, she decided to bring them to go berjalan-jalan, so we partied at Seven NightClub last night,,, Oh yes!!! An excuse for me to dress up :P

I wore a black dress, Chiffon material :) Decided to pin up my hair as i was a little bored with the usual hairstyle. hee..

And did eye make up as well. My eye shadows have been lying inside the make up bag for the longest time because i hardly even use them. *By the way, i use Stila ! :D*

I went over to Janice and Kat's apartment around 9 something to wait for them to get ready.. It was a disappointment Kat didn;t join us in the end though :( We later took the train and tram and arrived at Seven about 11 something maybe? The crowd was rather small at the beginning, probably due to the Olympic Opening Ceremony, i guess alot of people stayed at home to watch the live programme on tv, or perhaps gather in Federation Square as there was an Olympic event held there too.. But as later as it gets, the crowd expanded.

The guys ordered a Tequila shot for me and taught me the right way of drinking it. OMGGGnesss, it almost killed me for swallowing down the whole shot at once. Felt dizzy straight away and walked unbalancedly :S But after biting icecubes and lemons i felt okayy again :)

Ken and I. I actually met him back in Malaysia prob 2 years back but i couldn;t recognise him until he mentioned Liang Jit's name .. heehee my bad! -_-

KC and I, Janice call him Snow White due to his flawless skin i supposed! :P

My girl and I, she's a great company :D

Janice's brotherrr ....

AnD brother's friend Sim

They're saying that i am short :(

Later on, i didn;t dare to order a Tequila anymore as i was freaking afraid i will collapse, haha. And so, settled for a Vodka + Orange Juice..., but still didn;t finish the entire glass, everyone helped :) Also, biggie thanks to the guys for buying me drinks and refusing to accept my money. hahaha :D

Some of the music played last night were those that i am very familiar with, so it was a blast, especially Will.I.am's "Heartbreaker" that reminded me of someone hahaha *you know who you are and i just remembered i haven't record ed the video YET !!!! XD*

Heeheee, Janice's bro bought me a Champaigne rose because i insisted i want. lol :P

Posing with the beautiful rose

Thank youuuuu :D

AND because i got a flower, i'm posing with it in every picture i take later on. haha :P

This guy is VERYYYY tall. He's 6 ft plus... I'm like only around his shoulder despite wearing heels :S

With Janice girl , she's a sweeetieeee :)

While waiting for the night rider bus.... Too bad the bus didn;t turn up after waiting for quite some time, plus it was freezing cold as the wind can't stop blowing. So in the end we took the taxi back :)

Thatsss all for now. I slept at almost 6 am last night and spent the whole day lazing around in my room today.. Gotta take a shower now and head to Kat's house for dinner soon. We'll be cooking together. hehe :D

Bye Bye !

2008-08-07T23:53:00.002+10:00

Thursday Night..

Hie! Die la, i think Ming Kim is spreading his virus to me already, I fell asleep in lecture again today -_- , for about 15 minutes, and felt pretty refreshed later on, can take down notes some more.. haha! Classes ended much earlier than the scheduled time, so i decided to go Coles and do some grocery shopping. Bought the Apple Cider Vinegar as i was gonna experience a new dish for dinner i thought, 2 boxes of different types of mushrooms, corn as i was thinking of boiling corn soup, and urm some skin off chicken thigh in bulk, and a red chilli.

I wanted to take the tram home without validating :P, but in the end i decided to just walk because it is healthier. lol. However, walking home carrying 2 plastic bags plus files and a textbook is not fun at all, some more have to climb up the stairs. zzzz.

Look what I've cooked for dinner today!

Oriental Style Spaghetti !

Ingredients needed:

Carrots cut into cubes, chicken thigh meat sliced, brown mushrooms, white mushrooms, oyster mushrooms, onions, garlic, chilli, water, soya sauce, pepper, sesame oil, corn flour, apple cider vinegar.

The process of cooking the gravy . heehee ..

And the outcome below!

The apple cider vinegar is a bonus ingredient in enhancing the taste of the gravy. As i added a little chilli too, the gravy tasted a little spicy and sour, like SzeChuan style hahaha .. Ming, sangat enak !!! :P

Then, i boiled corn soup too. I don;t have a chopper at home hence didn't get to cut the corn into smaller pieces.

But overall it still tasted pretty good, can compete with my grandma's soup hohoho :P

I also munced a Kinder Bueno after dinner, i know chocolate is fattening, but it makes me happy, So, don;t care! hahaha, faster made myself a cup of hot Jasmine tea after that as somehow i try to psycho myself that drinking tea can wash away the fats I consume, so yeahhhh ;) Apparently it is a fact though ! lol

Seing Wan bought the Ladies First magazine from Chinatown the other day and she lent it to me. Oh yesssss!!!!!! Can learn some beauty tips .. :D

Therefore, busy flipping through :P .. Ladies First is one of my favourite taiwanese beauty programme, I learnt lots from watching it heehee :)) Other than the programme, beauty magazines with the same title are also released like every month, very worth buying heehee :P

All right, i think i'm gonna stop here and grab some rest and watch some dramas. heh. The new hit lately is Moonlight Resonance, got our favourite Lam Fung, Bosco, Linda Chung, Yeung Yi etc.. Another drama about snatching property, niceeeee :D

Bye Bye and Good Night :)

2008-08-06T18:57:00.006+10:00

FOOOOD .

HelloOo! I'm heading to Uni soon for the 9 o;clock night tutorial later -_-

Skipped the 6 o'clock lecture as i was busy finishing up my work. I'm finally done with MDA mini assignment, but sighs, there's another one coming up next week. After that, straight away move on to do the case study for International Marketing that is due later, and every week. These are the consequences you have to face for choosing marketing as a major. Very stressful ! :( I thought economics would be easier since it is supposingly my favourite field, but presentations are required for the both units i am taking this semester. RAAR. *I don;t think i can make it as i always i got public speaking barrier. haha. Will learn to overcome lol.*

Anyways i'm currently waiting for Seing Wan and his "lao gong's" call as i'll be dining together with them and then attend the late tutorial together-gether. heee. Feeling hungry already :S *I wonder what to eat later :P*

Since i've got nothing to do, that explains why i am here. hahaha :D

Pictures time!!

They are the food cooked by myself for these 2 weeks :)) .. *Its like showing my mum my report card, you judge through pictures okay! hahaha* AND yeah i am training myself to become a RESPONSIBLE wife in the future :P

Fried Meehoon. Its fast and easy :))

Steam fish .. Very healthy :D

Tofu with cabbage, mushrooms and chicken balls , beat an egg upon serving :D

Vegetables. hee

My brunch last Sunday.. The stir fry mushrooms and cabbage with soya sauce and black pepper tasted damn gooooooood hahahaha :D

Fried long live noodles , tasted damn gooood also. haha..

Of course, we get alot of nutrients from drinking soup too. So, must boil !

Onion soup *slurpss*

Red bean soup,..

Stir fry fish fillet with black pepper and ginger

"Bak Choi" with garlic :)

Basically dishes cooked by me are damn delicious. Haha my friend say obviously you will think food cooked by yourself is nice lo. HMPH, but really mar! lalala :P

*So if you want me already, please go line up and let me assess you first hahaha.. :P Okie, just joking lol hahaha xD..* Damn perasan heeheee*

I better run! Damn hungryyy .. BYE BYE :D